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| [00:00] | Previously on Felicity: | |
| [00:02] | I feel like I don’t know how to be normal with you again. | |
| [00:04] | I don’t know if I know what that is anymore. Friends! | |
| [00:17] | Hey, hey, knock it off! | |
| [00:18] | Listen to me. You can talk to her all you want but it’s not gonna change a thing. | |
| [00:21] | Noel, I don’t wanna lose you. Our friendship means so much to me. | |
| [00:25] | I just… I love you too much to be friends right now. | |
| [00:41] | (Noel’s voice) Dear Felicity, I know how corny this is. | |
| [00:45] | Just, uh… Just go with it. Please. | |
| [00:47] | Uh, I’m making you this tape… | |
| [00:51] | because I wanna make sure I say everything I’m thinking. | |
| [00:54] | Because doing it this way, it’s, uh, it’s a little easier. | |
| [00:58] | Even still, I’m not sure where to start. | |
| [01:03] | I guess I should start with good-bye. | |
| [01:07] | (Felicity) The thing about college is, as great as it is, | |
| [01:11] | there’s something cruel about it. | |
| [01:13] | (Pavone) Cruel? Yeah. I mean, you don’t know anyone when you get there. | |
| [01:18] | But then, all of a sudden, you find yourself making connections, | |
| [01:22] | making friends and dating people. | |
| [01:24] | And there’s something incredible about it, like anything’s possible. | |
| [01:30] | And you go through years of that, and you get used to it. | |
| [01:34] | But the thing is, it’s not real. | |
| [01:38] | Because graduation comes, | |
| [01:40] | and whatever you’ve been working towards, or whatever your plans are, | |
| [01:44] | it just pulls you away. | |
| [01:46] | And… | |
| [01:49] | if you’re having, you know, | |
| [01:52] | a difficult time with a friend of yours, and he leaves, | |
| [01:57] | you don’t have college anymore to rely on, to keep you together. | |
| [02:04] | Well, not like this is sunshine for your rainy day, | |
| [02:07] | but life outside of college ends, too. | |
| [02:12] | I know. I just thought when that time came, | |
| [02:16] | Noel and I would still be friends. | |
| [02:22] | OK. So you said whatever I wanna do this summer, right? | |
| [02:27] | Remember that guy in New Mexico who was talking about Acadia National Park? | |
| [02:31] | Yeah, yeah. The one in Maine. How amazing did that sound? | |
| [02:33] | That sounded pretty amazing. That’s what we’re gonna do. | |
| [02:36] | You already bought this stuff? No. I went to the College Camping Club. | |
| [02:40] | They have this really cool program where they loan you all this stuff. | |
| [02:43] | I can return it, but I was just thinking. | |
| [02:46] | I mean, this is our last real summer. You know? | |
| [02:48] | We don’t have to work. You don’t have to convince me. I’ll do it. | |
| [02:51] | Really? Yeah, totally. | |
| [02:53] | OK, ’cause I can go back and get, like, sleeping bags and stoves and everything… | |
| [02:56] | Yes, that sounds great. (door opens) | |
| [03:00] | Hey, what’s going on? Uh, Ruby’s flight was delayed. | |
| [03:04] | Oh, Ruby’s coming in for your graduation? | |
| [03:08] | Yeah. | |
| [03:15] | Ever since you said no to Seattle, he’s been acting really weird. | |
| [03:19] | (door closes) | |
| [03:22] | (Felicity) I haven’t said anything to Ben about… | |
| [03:25] | Noel kissing me. | |
| [03:27] | Interesting. | |
| [03:31] | You’re the one who said | |
| [03:32] | kindness was more important than honesty. | |
| [03:34] | I’m not judging. I just said “interesting.” | |
| [03:38] | Why haven’t you told Ben? | |
| [03:40] | Because it didn’t mean anything, just like when Avery kissed Ben. | |
| [03:43] | I mean, knowing that didn’t make me feel any better. I wish I’d never found out. | |
| [03:48] | And if I told Ben, he’d hate Noel forever. | |
| [03:50] | But if Noel’s no longer in your life… | |
| [03:54] | if your friendship with him is over like he says… then what does it matter what Ben thinks? | |
| [04:00] | I guess I’m not ready to believe that… that our friendship is over. | |
| [04:15] | ⪠Can you become | |
| [04:18] | ⪠Can you become | |
| [04:21] | ⪠A new version of you | |
| [04:25] | ⪠A new wallpaper | |
| [04:28] | ⪠A new shoe leather | |
| [04:30] | ⪠A new way home | |
| [04:33] | ⪠I don’t remember | |
| [04:36] | ⪠New version of you | |
| [04:40] | ⪠I need a new version of me | |
| [04:45] | ⪠New version of you | |
| [04:49] | I need a new version of me ⪠| |
| [05:06] | Hey. Hi! | |
| [05:11] | (cooing) Is this Eva? | |
| [05:14] | Hi. Yeah, this is Eva. | |
| [05:19] | She’s beautiful. Thanks. | |
| [05:33] | I can’t believe how big she is. | |
| [05:35] | Well, she’s 85th percentile. Really? | |
| [05:38] | Yeah. Wow. | |
| [05:40] | Come on, my little babes, you’re gonna go back down. | |
| [05:43] | Of what? Of size. | |
| [05:45] | Oh. The doctors have these charts. | |
| [05:48] | She was so good on the flight, people came and thanked me afterwards. | |
| [05:53] | You’re a great mom. I still can’t believe that you’re a mom. | |
| [05:57] | Me neither. Still, somehow… | |
| [06:01] | Well, thanks for coming. | |
| [06:04] | Come on! You know I wanted to for so long. This was a perfect excuse. | |
| [06:09] | You look great. | |
| [06:12] | Thanks. Yeah, I’m good. | |
| [06:14] | It’s hard, you know. | |
| [06:16] | It’s a lot of work, but it’s the best. No regrets. | |
| [06:21] | Oh, no, I didn’t… I didn’t mean you look great ’cause… | |
| [06:23] | No, I’m saying I’m good. Yeah. | |
| [06:30] | I know… I know, uh, | |
| [06:33] | you were trying to work things out with Wade. | |
| [06:35] | Did that go all right? No, no. He went back to Los Angeles. | |
| [06:40] | He came out to Colorado, and… | |
| [06:42] | I mean, I give him a lot of credit, but we were definitely not… | |
| [06:45] | Meant to be. Not meant to be. | |
| [06:49] | How about you? | |
| [06:50] | How’s everyone? | |
| [06:53] | Uh, every… | |
| [06:56] | Hey! Hi. | |
| [06:58] | Oh, my gosh! How are you doing? | |
| [07:00] | Oh, I’m good. How are you? | |
| [07:03] | (Felicity) Good. I’m glad you brought her. | |
| [07:03] | Oh, my gosh! | |
| [07:11] | (Felicity) She’s amazing. | |
| [07:13] | What kind of a person gets on a roller coaster five times in a row? | |
| [07:17] | A real man, that’s what kind. Here’s your little friend. | |
| [07:21] | Thanks. You’re welcome. | |
| [07:24] | Tracy. | |
| [07:27] | What are you doing? | |
| [07:31] | Um, I was just delivering this. What is it? | |
| [07:36] | You know what? You should just read it. | |
| [07:43] | What’s up, man? | |
| [07:44] | Tracy. | |
| [07:46] | Um, I’m sorry. This is DeForrest. Yeah. What’s happenin’? | |
| [07:52] | It’s good to see you again. It’s nice meeting you, man. | |
| [07:57] | Don’t forget to read the letter, please. | |
| [08:04] | It’s from Tracy. | |
| [08:06] | Uh-huh. James would do exactly the same thing. | |
| [08:10] | I’d just be on the brink of getting over him, and he’d show up. | |
| [08:15] | And the whole thing would start all over again. | |
| [08:17] | The whole thing is not starting over again. You’re stronger than I am. | |
| [08:22] | No, I just can’t… I can’t deal with this again. He lied to me. | |
| [08:26] | I know. | |
| [08:29] | I mean, I know that I did the same thing with Finn. | |
| [08:31] | But it was just too painful, finding out about him and Rose. | |
| [08:36] | I can’t trust him. | |
| [08:40] | He wants to meet tomorrow, but I’m not going. | |
| [08:48] | Yeah, it really does sound amazing, | |
| [08:51] | but unfortunately my aunt is really sick right now, and I can’t leave her alone. | |
| [08:56] | I’m really sorry to take up your time. | |
| [08:59] | OK. Thank you. Thanks very much. | |
| [09:04] | Hey. | Hey. |
| [09:06] | What’s wrong with your aunt? Uh, nothing. I was just trying to get out of something. | |
| [09:09] | How was Modell’s? Good. I found a water purifier. The camp club didn’t have any. | |
| [09:13] | Good. What are you trying to get out of? | |
| [09:15] | What’s going on? Nothing. | |
| [09:17] | OK. I won’t ask you again if you don’t want me to. | OK. |
| [09:25] | But I really wanna ask you again. | |
| [09:30] | OK. | |
| [09:32] | After what happened that night with Avery, | |
| [09:36] | I got a stupid idea. What? | |
| [09:38] | I can’t… I can’t tell you. What? Why? | |
| [09:42] | ‘Cause it’s embarrassing. What are you talking about? | |
| [09:49] | OK. | |
| [09:52] | That night in the ambulance was unbelievable. | |
| [09:55] | Seeing somebody die, and then watching these guys, these paramedics, | |
| [10:00] | bring her back to life… I mean, it was amazing. | |
| [10:03] | And I can’t stop thinking about it. I can’t stop thinking about that night. | |
| [10:07] | I can’t stop thinking about your mom, what she’s been saying, | |
| [10:09] | what she said about my future… that conversation we had. | |
| [10:14] | Anyway, I applied to this stupid program in Kansas City, this EMT program. | |
| [10:19] | Just as a joke. It was just a joke. | |
| [10:22] | But… I got in. | |
| [10:25] | You want to train to be a paramedic? | |
| [10:27] | I don’t know. Whatever it is, I’m not doing it. Why not? | |
| [10:31] | For a lot of reasons. I have to come back to New York to take a test, so I’m not doing it. | |
| [10:35] | But that’s amazing that you got in! I know. | |
| [10:38] | Is it for the summer? Yes, but I’m not going. | |
| [10:40] | It’s this 3-month intensive program. It’s like 18 hours a day. | |
| [10:43] | You live in these bungalows. It’d be you and me in Kansas City, | |
| [10:46] | and we wouldn’t get to see each other. | |
| [10:48] | Are you sure? | |
| [10:50] | Yes, I’m sure. I can do this program anytime. | |
| [10:52] | I want to spend the summer with you. Like you said, it’s our last summer ever. | |
| [10:57] | Yeah. | |
| [11:01] | What are you doing? Nothing. Just prepping for graduation. | |
| [11:05] | You’re scalping graduation tickets? I’m providing a service. | |
| [11:07] | OK, yeah, whatever. Just sort through these. | |
| [11:17] | Switzerland. Yep, my parents sent ’em. | |
| [11:20] | They’re gonna be in Tuscany, so they’re letting us stay in the house in Geneva all summer. | |
| [11:23] | Yeah, it’s just… The thing is… | |
| [11:25] | And I’m just gonna say this just so it’s out there. | |
| [11:28] | You know – communicate. | |
| [11:30] | Is, um… This is really embarrassing for me. | |
| [11:34] | What? You know, | |
| [11:36] | we talked to Dr. Zwick about me feeling like less than a man. | |
| [11:38] | And to have my girlfriend and her parents plan and pay for my vacation… | |
| [11:42] | although it’s incredibly thoughtful – it’s just a little emasculating. | |
| [11:45] | We have the house. Someone should use it. We did it last summer. | |
| [11:49] | Exactly my point! I mean, getting a free ride, staying in your parents’ bed… | |
| [11:52] | I mean, it’s not exactly building my self-esteem. Do you understand? | |
| [11:57] | I just thought that this year, maybe the two of us, | |
| [12:00] | we could come up with a place to go together, you know, both of us. | |
| [12:04] | You know, like Zwick said, we’re a couple, not just two solo artists. | |
| [12:11] | OK. That’s fine. | |
| [12:14] | Yeah? Forget Switzerland. | |
| [12:16] | We’ll do something else. | |
| [12:18] | OK, great. Thanks. | |
| [12:22] | All right, I’m gonna get some envelopes for these babies. | |
| [12:32] | Thanks. | |
| [12:39] | Hey. | Hey. |
| [12:44] | Thanks for… Thanks for coming. | |
| [12:47] | No problem. How’s Ruby? | |
| [12:50] | She’s good. Good. | |
| [12:52] | Yeah. | |
| [12:54] | Well, I wanted to give you something. | |
| [12:58] | It’s for graduation, so… | |
| [13:05] | Should I open it? Yeah, yeah. | |
| [13:18] | Do you remember? It’s the one that was out of print | |
| [13:21] | that you wanted sophomore year? | |
| [13:23] | Yeah, I remember. | |
| [13:27] | Well, you said that it inspired you, | |
| [13:30] | so I thought that maybe it would help keep you inspired in Seattle. | |
| [13:37] | I can’t… | |
| [13:42] | Noel. Seriously, it’s nice. | |
| [13:44] | I just… I… | |
| [13:47] | You know what? No, it took me way too long to find this. | |
| [13:50] | You have to take it. | |
| [13:55] | Please take it. | |
| [14:01] | Thanks. | |
| [14:10] | Well, I, uh… I really should go. | |
| [14:17] | Noel. | |
| [14:24] | I really should go. | |
| [14:37] | Are you sure? | |
| [14:38] | Yes, I’m sure. Besides, Acadia’s supposed to be incredible. | |
| [14:41] | We could go after your EMT thing. Look, I wanna spend the summer with you. | |
| [14:44] | Besides, I wouldn’t be any good at that paramedic stuff anyway. | |
| [14:46] | What? I wouldn’t be. | |
| [14:50] | Would you stop? (Sean) Hey. | |
| [14:52] | When you get a chance, we gotta talk about this loft over the summer. | |
| [14:54] | OK. Hey, Sean? Yeah? | |
| [14:57] | Do you think I could be a paramedic? | |
| [15:03] | See that? (Sean) You can’t even take your own temperature. | |
| [15:06] | Thank you. No sweat. | |
| [15:07] | Hey, who cares what Sean thinks? (Sean) I heard that. | |
| [15:09] | Look, we’re gonna spend the summer together. All right? That’s it. | |
| [15:13] | OK. OK, go check it out. | |
| [15:18] | Um, when do you wanna leave? | |
| [15:20] | How about tomorrow? | |
| [15:22] | Isn’t graduation tomorrow? | |
| [15:25] | Yeah. Well, then, what about Noel? | |
| [15:32] | I’m pretty sure he doesn’t want me there. | |
| [15:34] | And it’s his graduation, so I don’t wanna make him uncomfortable. | |
| [15:37] | I think he wants you there. | |
| [15:40] | No, I don’t think he does. | |
| [15:54] | I wasn’t gonna come today, but I wanted to tell you in person. | |
| [15:59] | You seeing somebody? | |
| [16:01] | A little bit. DeForrest, the guy you met. | |
| [16:04] | The Rabbit guy? | |
| [16:05] | Yes. | |
| [16:08] | What, you and Rose are not dating anymore? No, that’s over. | |
| [16:13] | What? Do you know what it was like? | |
| [16:15] | Being dumped because you can’t stand celibacy | |
| [16:19] | and then finding out that you and your missionary girlfriend were getting it on? | |
| [16:23] | Whoa, wait. What? What? | |
| [16:25] | Oh, please. You and Rose. | |
| [16:28] | Elena, there’s only one person I’ve ever had sex with, and we both know who that is. | |
| [16:31] | I saw the condom in your wallet. | |
| [16:34] | And what’d you see? | |
| [16:36] | We were sitting over there, and I said, “Oh, you can date Rose.” | |
| [16:39] | And you were like, “Thank you. Order me a burger.” | |
| [16:42] | I opened your wallet and the condom was there. | |
| [16:49] | You mean this condom? | |
| [16:51] | Elena, that’s been in my wallet since you and I were together. | |
| [16:54] | I haven’t used one since. I haven’t needed to. | |
| [16:56] | Really? Really. | |
| [17:00] | So… you and Rose… | |
| [17:03] | I’m not a player, Elena. I’m the Christian pimp. | |
| [17:07] | I went to Africa because I wanted to be surrounded | |
| [17:09] | by people who had the same beliefs as I do. | |
| [17:12] | I wanted to pretend that the rest of the world… you… didn’t exist. | |
| [17:17] | Rose made sense. Me sleeping with you didn’t make sense, at least not logically. | |
| [17:21] | But that’s the thing. Rose is logical. | |
| [17:26] | But she doesn’t make sense. You make sense. | |
| [17:30] | I don’t believe this. | |
| [17:31] | I don’t know why you’re getting all bent out of shape. | |
| [17:34] | Me sleeping with Rose shouldn’t be a problem for you. I mean, you and Finn… | |
| [17:37] | I know. Baby, I know we can work this out. | |
| [17:41] | I’m not giving up on you. | |
| [17:44] | I didn’t think that I would… I’d be able to get over you. | |
| [17:51] | But I did. | |
| [17:56] | And I just… I can’t go through that again. | |
| [18:07] | Let’s go over our vacation lists, see what we agree on. All right? | |
| [18:10] | Uh-huh. You go first. | |
| [18:13] | Switzerland. | |
| [18:15] | OK, that’s… that’s not funny. OK! I just thought I’d throw it out there, | |
| [18:19] | see if you put it back on your list and came to your senses. All right. You go. | |
| [18:22] | This is a good one. I want you to think about this. | |
| [18:25] | This could be great for both of us. Ready? | |
| [18:27] | Atlantic City. There’s this huge resurgence going on there. | |
| [18:31] | What? What is that reaction? What is that? | |
| [18:34] | It’s just the reaction of someone who just heard a horrible idea. | |
| [18:37] | Atlantic City… it’s like ten minutes away. We might as well go to the roof for a vacation. | |
| [18:41] | You know what? This isn’t gonna work unless we respect each other’s feelings. | |
| [18:44] | Remember the “I feel” exercise? You remember that? OK, yes. I feel… | |
| [18:47] | Yeah? …that Atlantic City is crap. | |
| [18:49] | OK. And I feel like I’ll have to respect that. What’s next on your list? | |
| [18:56] | Hawaii. Fascinating! | |
| [18:58] | Listen, I feel you’re not taking your boyfriend’s financial situation into account. | |
| [19:02] | It’s hard to take zero into account. This from Daddy’s little rich girl. | |
| [19:04] | Oh, is that the same Daddy whose house you had no problem staying in last year? | |
| [19:08] | Uh… maybe. | |
| [19:11] | Oh, Israel? What, are we gonna stay on a kibbutz? | |
| [19:14] | Yes. And flights are really cheap right now. No! | |
| [19:17] | No. OK, what do you got? | |
| [19:19] | Oh, the Bahamas. OK. Who do you think you’re dating? Bill Gates? | |
| [19:22] | No. I thought I was dating a guy | |
| [19:25] | who was open-minded enough to let his girlfriend pay for a fun vacation | |
| [19:28] | because she can! | |
| [19:30] | It’s not like the Middle Ages. | |
| [19:32] | It’s not like we’re living in the ’80s or something. | |
| [19:34] | (clucking) What are you doing? | |
| [19:37] | (squawks) | |
| [19:38] | Sean… | |
| [19:39] | (clucking) | |
| [19:41] | What are you doing? Dr. Zwick said clucking ends an argument. Remember that? | |
| [19:44] | I thought we agreed not to do that. | |
| [19:47] | OK, it’s really annoying. Stop it! | |
| [19:50] | I’m getting out of here. Come on. I’m cute as a chicken. | |
| [19:53] | (squawks) | |
| [20:05] | You know, once you take those things out, forget about it. Yeah, I know. | |
| [20:13] | Here. Thanks. | |
| [20:16] | Yeah. Yeah? | |
| [20:20] | How are you gonna get all that stuff to the airport? | |
| [20:23] | My parents rented a car. Most of it’s going back with them anyway. | |
| [20:28] | You know, the stuff we sweat over just gets packed away and gathers dust. Yeah. | |
| [20:32] | Well, thanks, man. No problem. | |
| [20:36] | Hey, uh… | |
| [20:42] | I’m sorry. | |
| [20:44] | Not, uh, not for anything in particular and not… for everything. | |
| [20:49] | But… | |
| [20:51] | for not being very generous sometimes. | |
| [20:55] | Or upfront. | |
| [20:58] | Anyway, I, uh… | |
| [21:02] | I just wanted to say goodbye on decent terms. So… | |
| [21:07] | Thanks. Yeah. | |
| [21:11] | Can I ask you a question? | |
| [21:14] | Yeah. | |
| [21:16] | What’s it like knowing what you wanna do with your life? | |
| [21:23] | That’s not a question. That’s the question. | |
| [21:25] | Yeah, I guess. I just… | |
| [21:28] | You’ve got this job that you love, a job that you’re good at. | |
| [21:31] | That’s more than most people, you know? Yeah, it is. | |
| [21:37] | I feel lucky. | |
| [21:39] | Like, uh, like I backed into something great. | |
| [21:44] | You know? I mean, most people, | |
| [21:47] | they spend four years here trying to find a class that inspires them. | |
| [21:50] | And I managed to stumble on one freshman year in graphic design. | |
| [21:58] | I mean, if I hadn’t signed up for that class… | |
| [22:01] | Yeah, but you did. | |
| [22:04] | Yeah. And now I’m moving to a city I’ve never been to | |
| [22:08] | for a job that terrifies me, so you figure it out. | |
| [22:11] | Yeah. | |
| [22:13] | Ruby’s in town, huh? | |
| [22:16] | Yeah. I know it’s none of my business, but I just | |
| [22:19] | wanted to say that I thought you guys were really good together. | |
| [22:24] | So… thanks for the help. | |
| [22:35] | That was fun, wasn’t it? Yeah. | |
| [22:40] | All right. Hi, sweetie. | |
| [22:43] | There we go. What a pretty girl. | |
| [22:45] | Yes, she is. Aren’t you? Hi. Does she eat steak? | |
| [22:49] | I’m having dinner with my parents tonight at Peter Luger’s if you guys wanna come. | |
| [22:53] | Well, at the moment she’s still a vegan. | |
| [22:55] | But if that’s an invitation, I’ll make an executive decision and say yes. | |
| [23:00] | Good! Good. | |
| [23:03] | Hey, you still got the bracelet on. Yeah. | |
| [23:06] | I wear it ’cause it reminds me of you. | |
| [23:10] | It’s weird, too, because I have horrible taste in jewelry, so… | |
| [23:13] | I don’t know. I’m serious. | |
| [23:17] | I wear it because it makes me feel closer to you. | |
| [23:25] | I miss you. | |
| [23:32] | Um, OK, so we can get the permits from the park service once we get there? | |
| [23:37] | Great. Thanks. | |
| [23:48] | Wait. | |
| [23:49] | I can’t keep the book. | |
| [23:52] | Why not? | |
| [23:54] | Because it would remind me of you, and I don’t want that. | |
| [23:59] | Noel… | |
| [24:01] | I’m not kidding. I don’t want it. Thank you, but no, thank you. | |
| [24:18] | (knock on door) | |
| [24:23] | You can’t do this! You can’t just dump your friends because you’re freaking out. | |
| [24:27] | You think I’m doing all this because I’m terrified? Yes! Of graduating. Yes, I do. | |
| [24:31] | I’ll tell you what terrifies me… that you’re gonna stay alive in my life. | |
| [24:34] | That I’m gonna move across the country and still not be able to get away from you. | |
| [24:38] | Thank you. Now I’m an evil presence in your life. Not evil, completely unhealthy. | |
| [24:43] | But why? Because of what? Because of the fact that we can’t go out? | |
| [24:46] | You’re gonna throw away everything that we have because of that? | |
| [24:49] | God! Do you have any idea how selfish that is? | |
| [24:51] | You know what? You can do whatever you want with this. I’m not taking it back. | |
| [24:55] | You think I’m being selfish? All I want is for you to get out of my life! | |
| [24:58] | I’m going! | |
| [25:17] | (Noel’s voice) Look, I know we’d said our friendship was over before, | |
| [25:20] | but that fight, that was sort of the proverbial nail in the coffin. | |
| [25:25] | The thing I wonder is what’s gonna stick? Which words? Which memories? | |
| [25:30] | It’s strange how that works. I remember tenth grade biology. | |
| [25:35] | I got every answer on the final right except for one… | |
| [25:38] | Purkinje fibers. | |
| [25:40] | And now that’s the only thing I can remember about biology. | |
| [25:44] | Is that gonna happen to us? I mean, after all these years, after all our right answers, | |
| [25:49] | is that fight gonna be the only thing I remember? | |
| [25:53] | (Felicity) I just can’t believe I said those things. | |
| [25:57] | Given your anger at him, I think it’s a healthy response. | |
| [26:00] | I’m not angry at Noel. I’m sad about what’s happened. | |
| [26:07] | Do you think he was right? Am I being selfish? | |
| [26:10] | Yes. You’re kidding. | |
| [26:12] | No. What do you expect? | |
| [26:15] | How are you supposed to act when you’ve lost your best friend? I don’t know. | |
| [26:19] | I just wish I could take back what I said. | |
| [26:21] | Why? So you can keep from moving on? Anger is one of the stages. | |
| [26:26] | Stages? Of the grieving process. | |
| [26:31] | It’s not like somebody’s died. It’s exactly like that. | |
| [26:37] | You’ve lost a friend. Now you’re mourning that loss. | |
| [26:43] | What are the stages? The first one is denial. | |
| [26:47] | You’re way past that. | |
| [26:49] | Noel tells you he doesn’t wanna be your friend, and you buy him a book. | |
| [26:53] | It was for his graduation. Yeah, and I’m sitting here just for the pure joy of it. | |
| [26:59] | Stage two is anger. | |
| [27:03] | All I want is to see Noel graduate. | |
| [27:04] | And I just don’t want to seem selfish. Bargaining. | |
| [27:08] | What? Stage three. | |
| [27:10] | What does it mean? That you think… | |
| [27:13] | this is subconsciously, of course, so don’t bother denying it… | |
| [27:16] | that if you do something, like go to Noel’s graduation, | |
| [27:19] | that it will help lessen your loss. | |
| [27:20] | I just don’t want our fight to be the last time I talk to him. | |
| [27:25] | And maybe I am bargaining, or whatever, but I’m gonna go. I wanna see him graduate. | |
| [27:30] | What are you gonna say? | |
| [27:36] | I don’t know. I’m… | |
| [27:40] | I’m sorry. | |
| [27:41] | That’s it? | |
| [27:44] | Nothing else? | |
| [27:46] | Oh, yeah, of course. There are a lot of things. | |
| [27:49] | Such as? | |
| [27:53] | I wanna tell him that I care about him. | |
| [27:59] | (Felicity) I wanna tell him that I wish he had more faith in our friendship | |
| [28:04] | because we’ve been through so much together. | |
| [28:06] | You know, Hannah and Eli and Ruby… | |
| [28:11] | We survived it all. We should be able to survive this, too. | |
| [28:15] | (applause) | |
| [28:16] | I’d tell him that I don’t know what my future is gonna be, | |
| [28:21] | but whatever it is, I’ve always thought Noel would be a part of it. | |
| [28:27] | I’d tell him that of all the friends I’ve made at college, | |
| [28:30] | he was the one I thought I’d have forever. | |
| [28:33] | I’d tell him that I counted on our friendship | |
| [28:36] | and that I want it back… | |
| [28:39] | and I hope he does, too. | |
| [28:47] | And then… | |
| [28:48] | I’d ask him to go get some ice cream. | |
| [29:01] | Noel? Noel? Noel? Hi! | |
| [29:04] | Oh, my God! Congratulations! That’s fantastic! | |
| [29:07] | Thank you, Javier. | |
| [29:09] | Look, if, you know, this whole Seattle thing doesn’t work out, | |
| [29:13] | you still have a job at Dean & Deluca. | |
| [29:15] | OK? Thank you. That’s good to know. | |
| [29:18] | I’m just bursting with pride for you. | |
| [29:21] | (laughing) | |
| [29:24] | Congratulations… from the both of us. Thank you to the both of you. | |
| [29:32] | Hey, can I ask you a question? | |
| [29:35] | What? | |
| [29:37] | Did you come here to see if… | |
| [29:40] | You know what? I’m sounding like an idiot. I’m sure I’m wrong, but… | |
| [29:45] | Yes. Yes, I’m wrong? | |
| [29:47] | No. Oh. Wait. Now I’m confused. | |
| [29:51] | Yes, I came to see | |
| [29:53] | if you and I had a chance. | |
| [30:00] | Is that bad? | |
| [30:05] | Look, it doesn’t mean that I don’t care about you, Ruby. | |
| [30:10] | It’s because you’re in love with Felicity, isn’t it? | |
| [30:16] | At least, it seemed that way from that fight. | |
| [30:19] | (Eva cries) | |
| [30:23] | It’s her nap time. | |
| [30:25] | Yeah. | |
| [30:40] | Oh, yeah. Hey. | |
| [30:42] | Uh, congratulations. Thank you. | |
| [30:46] | Can I talk to you for a minute? | |
| [30:48] | Sure. Yeah. | |
| [30:55] | So, hey, I’m sorry about before. | |
| [31:02] | I just want you to know that I understand, | |
| [31:07] | and I wish I could change things. | |
| [31:17] | You were right. I was being selfish. | |
| [31:20] | (sighs) | |
| [31:22] | Here you are! | |
| [31:25] | Mom, hi. Everybody’s been looking for you. We’re starving! | |
| [31:28] | Yeah. I was just… I was talking to Felicity. | |
| [31:30] | Felicity Porter? The Felicity Porter? | |
| [31:33] | I don’t believe it. Mom. | |
| [31:36] | It’s nice to meet you. We have been hearing your name for years. | |
| [31:40] | Drop it, Mom. Let me get a picture of you two. | |
| [31:44] | Mom. Oh, come on. | |
| [31:45] | OK, yeah. Good, good. | |
| [31:48] | OK. | |
| [31:49] | Look closer. Put your arm around her. | |
| [31:52] | OK, big smile. Come on. | |
| [31:56] | Oh, that’s a good one. | |
| [31:58] | When you’re done here, we’re just all over by the big fountain waiting. | |
| [32:03] | It was so nice to meet you. It was nice to meet you. | |
| [32:06] | Bye. | Bye. |
| [32:09] | Mom. | |
| [32:13] | You should probably go, yeah? | |
| [32:15] | Yeah. | |
| [32:20] | Good luck in Seattle. | |
| [32:23] | Good luck in New York. | |
| [32:38] | (door opens, closes) | |
| [32:43] | Hey. | Hey. |
| [32:45] | I hate packing. It’s so final. Yeah, I know. | |
| [32:52] | You OK? Yeah. | |
| [32:55] | Yeah, I’m OK. I’m OK. | |
| [32:57] | It’s just… I was just sitting there at that graduation, | |
| [33:02] | watching those people get up and get their diploma and walk off and… | |
| [33:07] | That’s gonna be us next year. | |
| [33:09] | That’s gonna be me next year if I’m lucky. | |
| [33:14] | I never thought like this. | |
| [33:16] | I never thought about what’s gonna happen next or where I’m going. | |
| [33:19] | I just… I don’t know. | |
| [33:21] | I sort of just never thought about that stuff, you know? | |
| [33:26] | And I’ve been thinking about that thing, that EMT program. | |
| [33:31] | I just… I’ve just been thinking what you said… | |
| [33:35] | you know, how it’s such a great thing, how it’s such a great opportunity. | |
| [33:40] | You wanna do it? I called them. I’d have to leave by tomorrow. | |
| [33:43] | But, yeah, it’s still available if I want it. | |
| [33:48] | Would you ever go? | |
| [34:03] | I can’t go. That’s all right. | |
| [34:06] | It’s not like I don’t wanna go camping. I really do. No, no. Ben, you should go. | |
| [34:10] | I don’t wanna go without you. I don’t wanna spend another summer apart. | |
| [34:13] | OK, but what about everything you said? | |
| [34:15] | About 18-hour days and living in those little bungalows and never seeing each other? | |
| [34:21] | No, I don’t wanna spend this summer apart, but… | |
| [34:26] | If we went camping, which I would love, | |
| [34:29] | I would… I would spend the whole time feeling guilty. | |
| [34:33] | But you can’t feel guilty about something that I wanna do. But I would, | |
| [34:36] | because you’re not doing something that was amazing for you. | |
| [34:38] | Yeah, but I don’t have to go. I really don’t. | |
| [34:41] | No. I don’t have to go. | |
| [34:44] | But I think you do. I can tell. | |
| [34:51] | If I do… | |
| [34:54] | I’m gonna really miss you. | |
| [34:57] | I’m gonna miss you, too. | |
| [35:02] | ⪠I’ve been gettin’ up early | |
| [35:05] | ⪠I’ve been gettin’ my coffee | |
| [35:08] | ⪠I’ve been gettin’ in the car and driving | |
| [35:12] | ⪠All over town (knocking) | |
| [35:15] | ⪠Talkin’ to myself | |
| [35:19] | ⪠While I’m taking off my seat belt ⪠Hey. Can I talk to you? | |
| [35:22] | You don’t need to. | |
| [35:24] | What? I already know what you’re gonna say. | |
| [35:28] | You do? | |
| [35:29] | Yeah. You’re going back with Tracy, aren’t you? | |
| [35:35] | DeForrest, I am… I am really sorry. | |
| [35:39] | Well, I’ve been through this a lot of times, | |
| [35:43] | and it’s not gonna be any more fun for you, so… | |
| [35:46] | I don’t know. Why don’t we make it easy on ourselves? | |
| [35:49] | I understand, and it’s OK, and I’ll see you around. | |
| [35:54] | Wait. | |
| [35:56] | I didn’t know that any of this was gonna happen. | |
| [36:01] | And I didn’t mean to hurt you. | |
| [36:04] | I’ve been in your position before, and I know it sucks. | |
| [36:09] | Look… and please don’t doubt | |
| [36:11] | that I-I care about you. | |
| [36:14] | It wasn’t about you being safe or anything like that. | |
| [36:18] | It was about how much I like you. | |
| [36:21] | I like you, too. | |
| [36:25] | Good luck with Tracy. I hope he makes you happy. | |
| [36:29] | Can’t you please just say something mean to me | |
| [36:31] | so I don’t feel like such an idiot walking away from you? | |
| [36:34] | I don’t wanna be mean to you. | |
| [36:45] | What is all this crap? | |
| [36:47] | Oh, this is… this is our vacation. | |
| [36:50] | We’re going camping. | |
| [36:52] | Wait, you went out and bought all this stuff? | |
| [36:55] | Are you crazy? No, this is Felicity’s stuff. | |
| [36:57] | She doesn’t need this anymore ’cause Ben’s doing that paramedic thing. | |
| [37:00] | So I told her that you and I would go camping, | |
| [37:02] | and she’ll stay here and watch the loft while we’re gone. | |
| [37:06] | Camping. OK. | |
| [37:09] | Well, camping! | |
| [37:11] | Camping could be fun. | |
| [37:13] | Could be? Check this out. We got a water purifier, we’ve got a tent. | |
| [37:17] | It’s just gonna be us and, you know, nature. | |
| [37:22] | Oh, look! And bug spray… for the bugs. Yeah. | |
| [37:26] | And, oh, look! A flashlight so we can see them. | |
| [37:30] | Check this out. Look at this. | |
| [37:33] | This is our stove, OK? So we can make our meals under the stars. | |
| [37:38] | And… | |
| [37:41] | under the bugs. | |
| [37:43] | Or we can just eat the dehydrated food. | |
| [37:46] | Great. | |
| [37:54] | There’s a personal chef in, uh, Switzerland, right? | |
| [37:58] | Yeah. Marie. Marie. She makes the best chicken pot pie. | |
| [38:03] | Marie. You don’t still have the tickets, right? | |
| [38:14] | I’m sure Felicity wouldn’t mind, you know, staying here all summer for free. Right? | |
| [38:18] | I-I don’t know. What about that whole thing | |
| [38:21] | about how you don’t wanna take a free ride, you don’t wanna feel emasculated? | |
| [38:23] | What if I pay for the cab ride to the airport? | |
| [38:26] | Deal. Great. | |
| [38:29] | Let’s just leave all this crap here. OK. | |
| [38:38] | I’m probably just gonna go to the airport and come back. | |
| [38:43] | We’re gonna be OK, right? Yeah. | |
| [38:47] | Yeah. | |
| [39:16] | (Noel) Dear Felicity… | |
| [39:20] | I know how corny this is. | |
| [39:22] | Just, uh… Just go with it. Please. | |
| [39:26] | I’m making you this tape | |
| [39:30] | because I wanna make sure I say everything I’m thinking | |
| [39:33] | because doing it this way, it’s, uh, | |
| [39:37] | it’s a little easier. | |
| [39:39] | Even still, I’m not sure where to start. | |
| [39:44] | I guess I should start with good-bye. | |
| [39:49] | Look, this is not the way it should be. We both know that. | |
| [39:53] | This isn’t how we should be ending our year. | |
| [39:56] | But I think… I think you understand what I’m going through, | |
| [40:00] | that this… | |
| [40:02] | this time apart, it’s sort of important, you know? | |
| [40:09] | I’m sorry if I acted otherwise, | |
| [40:11] | but the truth is, I have no doubt we’ll get through this, | |
| [40:15] | that we’re gonna be in each other’s lives. | |
| [40:18] | Have a great summer. OK? | |
| [40:23] | And I’ll miss you more than you know. | |
| [40:28] | Love, Noel. | |
| [40:31] | (door opens, closes) | |
| [40:36] | Hey. | |
| [40:38] | Hey. | |
| [40:40] | I told you I wasn’t giving up on you. | |
| [40:43] | You know, you really should call before just showing up. | |
| [40:47] | I know, I know. DeForrest could’ve been here, and that would’ve been embarrassing. | |
| [40:50] | You don’t have to worry about him anymore. Why is that? | |
| [40:53] | Because I’m not dating him anymore. | |
| [40:56] | And don’t go reading into that more than there is, because just because we’re not dating | |
| [41:00] | doesn’t mean that I want you to be my boyfriend. Good. | |
| [41:03] | It’s not like I’ve been sitting here for the last few months waiting for you to come back. | |
| [41:07] | I have a life, you know. | |
| [41:10] | What do you mean, “good”? | |
| [41:12] | Uh… | |
| [41:15] | I think I said “good” because I don’t wanna be your boyfriend anymore. | |
| [41:19] | What? | |
| [41:23] | I wanna be your husband. | |
| [41:32] | Oh, my God! | |
| [41:44] | (key turns in lock) | |
| [41:56] | What are you doing here? | |
| [42:00] | The Internet’s dead. | |
| [42:07] | My project was canceled. | |
| [42:10] | I guess it doesn’t… | |
| [42:13] | Apparently it doesn’t matter anymore. | |
| [42:18] | What about you? I thought you were going camping. | |
| [42:21] | No. Ben went to Kansas City for EMT training. | |
| [42:28] | EMT. | |
| [42:44] | Do you wanna go get some ice cream? |