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| [00:01] | Previously on “Felicity”… | |
| [00:02] | Then why did you get married in the first place? | |
| [00:04] | – It was a very difficult time… – I you really wanted to finish college… | |
| [00:08] | and that’s how you felt… | |
| [00:09] | I just… I don’t understand. | |
| [00:11] | You’re you pregnant? | |
| [00:13] | There are so many reasons why we got married. | |
| [00:16] | Oh, my God. | |
| [00:18] | I’m late. | |
| [00:20] | What? | |
| [00:22] | And I’m never late. | |
| [00:34] | Oh. My God. | |
| [00:36] | What? | |
| [00:39] | This has got to be the worst graphic of all | |
| [00:40] | time with this woman sitting on the toilet. | |
| [00:43] | I mean, who designed this thing? | |
| [00:46] | So I just pee on this thing and… | |
| [00:50] | and we know? | |
| [00:55] | Uh, “place over tip… | |
| [00:57] | “5 seconds on a smooth surface “and after 2 minute…” | |
| [01:00] | Wow! It only takes 2 minutes. | |
| [01:03] | Does it say anything about how many days late you have to be ’cause | |
| [01:06] | maybe it’s too early. | |
| [01:08] | No. Any day after you’re late. | |
| [01:13] | Um, “blue is no, and pink is…” | |
| [01:18] | Well, pink is not no. | |
| [01:22] | What if this is a waste of time? | |
| [01:24] | What if I’m just tense? | |
| [01:26] | Just maybe my cycle’s just | |
| [01:29] | screwed up because of stress. | |
| [01:33] | Yeah, maybe. That happens to a lot of people, right? | |
| [01:35] | – Yeah. | – Yeah. |
| [01:40] | So… so we don’t have to do this right now. | |
| [01:44] | I mean, if you don’t want to. | |
| [01:48] | Maybe we don’t need to. | |
| [01:50] | I mean, I have been feeling tense lately. | |
| [01:52] | I told you I blew that Czarist Costumes quiz… | |
| [01:55] | Which is a stressful thing. | |
| [01:57] | And, um, I have been breaking out and… | |
| [02:01] | feeling kind of crampy and… | |
| [02:05] | Oh, cramps are fantastic. | |
| [02:07] | You know, I mean… | |
| [02:10] | We don’t have to do this right now. | |
| [02:13] | We… we can just… we’ll hold onto this… | |
| [02:16] | and if we need to use it later… | |
| [02:19] | we can. | |
| [02:20] | OK. | |
| [02:25] | OK. | |
| [03:18] | – You two are lucky. – How are we lucky? | |
| [03:21] | Because! Dean Alison. | |
| [03:23] | I’m surprised he didn’t make a bigger | |
| [03:24] | example of you. Breaking into the pool? | |
| [03:27] | You mean because we’re not getting expelled? | |
| [03:29] | – Expelled? Come on. It was swimming. – No, it was drinking. | |
| [03:32] | It was swimming while drunk. | |
| [03:34] | I mean, you were there. Do you remember that? | |
| [03:36] | Or were you too drunk? | |
| [03:38] | No, I… I remember. | |
| [03:42] | Community service. That’s your punishment. | |
| [03:45] | It will be 50 hours each to be completed by semester’s end. | |
| [03:49] | – 50 hours? – That’s nuts! | |
| [03:51] | How are we supposed to go to school and do 50 hours of community service? | |
| [03:54] | Ergo punishment. | |
| [03:56] | – Come on. That’s stupid. – Ben. | |
| [04:03] | I’m just saying nobody got hurt. | |
| [04:07] | What kind of community service? | |
| [04:10] | You got a list to choose from. | |
| [04:13] | Let me know which ones you want to do. | |
| [04:17] | The Humane Society one isn’t available anymore. | |
| [04:19] | You still got to keep your regular appointments with me. | |
| [04:22] | So we got to do community service and we got to come here. | |
| [04:25] | You know what? I would change your tone with me right about now. | |
| [04:29] | I’m the one who came up with that number 50. | |
| [04:31] | And it can get higher if I want it to. | |
| [04:36] | I want you to choose your community service by the end of the week. | |
| [04:45] | Hi. I’m Julie Emrick. Eric’s told me | |
| [04:47] | so much about you and your company and… | |
| [04:51] | I can’t believe I’m talking to myself. OK. | |
| [04:53] | I… | |
| [04:57] | Hi, I’m Julie. | |
| [05:00] | Oh, yeah, it’s really great to meet you, too. Yeah. | |
| [05:05] | Oh, you liked it? Oh, good! That’s so good. Thank y… | |
| [05:10] | What? | |
| [05:12] | – Uh, you don’t see someone else in that mirror? – Right? – No. | |
| [05:16] | Good. | |
| [05:17] | Eric and I are going to meet… the head guy from Pop Rocks. | |
| [05:22] | I was… I was practicing. | |
| [05:24] | Oh! Hey, you know what? Practice on me. | |
| [05:26] | – What? – Yeah, go ahead. Just pretend I’m him. | |
| [05:29] | – Sean. – Come on. It’ll help. | |
| [05:31] | Trust me. | |
| [05:32] | OK. | |
| [05:35] | Hi, I’m Julie. | |
| [05:37] | You’re signed. Yeah, I want you. | |
| [05:39] | Uh, Betty, get me those contracts! | |
| [05:41] | – Sean. – I’m serious. That’s what I would do. | |
| [05:43] | – I’d just sign you. – Come on! | |
| [05:45] | – What time is your meeting? – 4:00. | |
| [05:47] | OK, it’s only noon. | |
| [05:48] | 4:00 tomorrow. | |
| [05:51] | Phew. OK, you got big problems. Yeah. | |
| [05:56] | I know. OK. | |
| [06:01] | Hi. I’m Julie Emrick. | |
| [06:08] | Hi. Javier said you just left work. | |
| [06:10] | – Yeah. – You hear that? I said Javier. | |
| [06:14] | I said it right, right? | |
| [06:15] | Yeah, that was good. It was good. | |
| [06:17] | Yeah, I’m meeting my dad for dinner. | |
| [06:19] | Oh, yeah? How’s your dad doing? | |
| [06:22] | – Um… he’s all right, I guess. – Yeah? | |
| [06:24] | I don’t know. It’s weird. | |
| [06:28] | I… I can barely look him in the eyes anymore. | |
| [06:30] | – It’s just… I don’t know. It’s uncomfortable. – Yeah. | |
| [06:35] | Did that happen to you when your parents split up? | |
| [06:37] | Yeah. It’s weird for a while seeing them alone… | |
| [06:39] | and seeing them as these separate people. It’s strange. | |
| [06:42] | Yeah. | |
| [06:44] | So Pavone said that you’re gonna do the health center. | |
| [06:48] | Well, yeah, you know. She said make the most of the situation… | |
| [06:51] | and I kinda always wanted to volunteer there when I was premed, so… | |
| [06:55] | How ’bout you? What’d you pick? | |
| [06:57] | Yeah, actually, the health center. | |
| [06:59] | You what? | |
| [07:01] | Yeah, it’s the same thing as you. I’ve always wanted to do it… | |
| [07:04] | What? | |
| [07:05] | What is that… what do you mean? What is that reaction? | |
| [07:07] | – I don’t know. – What?! | |
| [07:10] | – I guess I just can’t imagine you… – You can’t imagine me helping people? | |
| [07:14] | No, no! I meant… | |
| [07:15] | Look, I can’t imagine myself doing anything but I think it’ll be good. | |
| [07:19] | I’m pretty psyched about it. | |
| [07:22] | Well, you don’t mind that I’m doing it, do you? | |
| [07:24] | No! | |
| [07:25] | No, I think it’s great. | |
| [07:27] | Good. | |
| [07:40] | Hi. | |
| [07:57] | What if Elena walks in? | |
| [08:00] | She’s pulling an all-nighter with her sexy new lab partner. | |
| [08:03] | You really should stop referring to him that way. | |
| [08:06] | I know, but she hates it so much… | |
| [08:08] | Here goes… | |
| [08:12] | OK. So just now… | |
| [08:14] | now gently lay it down on a smooth surface. | |
| [08:26] | – We want blue, right? – Yes. | |
| [08:28] | Yes. Blue is good. | |
| [08:32] | Two minutes till blue. | |
| [08:35] | It seems so fast. | |
| [08:37] | How could something like that tell us something so fast? | |
| [08:43] | Um… well, there’s… | |
| [08:44] | there’s various chemicaIs and it just… it causes a… reaction. | |
| [08:48] | No, I know how it works. | |
| [08:50] | It’s just… it’s so bizarre how… | |
| [08:54] | this little white stick can basically give | |
| [08:56] | you the most important news of your life. | |
| [09:01] | Do you see anything? | |
| [09:05] | No. Nothing. Ahem. | |
| [09:07] | Wait… no. | |
| [09:10] | One minute. | |
| [09:15] | Be blue. | |
| [09:17] | Come on, blue. | |
| [09:19] | Be blue. | |
| [09:20] | OK, think of… think of blue things. | |
| [09:23] | The sky. | |
| [09:24] | Wild blueberries. | |
| [09:26] | Suede shoes. | |
| [09:27] | Blue. I can’t think of anything blue. | |
| [09:30] | Mold. | |
| [09:31] | Sometimes mold’s blue. | |
| [09:33] | Thirty seconds. | |
| [09:40] | Be blue. | |
| [09:41] | – Please… – Is that a color? | |
| [09:44] | Wait, I think… | |
| [09:48] | Is that a color? | |
| [09:56] | Is that… | |
| [09:58] | Is that sort of a… a blue hue… | |
| [10:01] | around the edge? | |
| [10:06] | No. | |
| [10:39] | All the doctors are volunteers. Technically. We’re a campus service… | |
| [10:42] | but the University gives us nothing so we’re | |
| [10:44] | completely funded by donations and run by volunteers. | |
| [10:46] | And people doing community service. | |
| [10:48] | Yeah. To be honest, we try to stay away from the com serves. | |
| [10:53] | – The com serves? – Yeah, you guys. You pop in, | |
| [10:54] | you do your time, you’re outta here. | |
| [10:56] | You usually make it more of a mess when you leave than anything. | |
| [10:59] | If it was up to me, I wouldn’t have you here… but it’s university policy. | |
| [11:04] | Um, actually, we chose this place. | |
| [11:06] | – We really want to help. – Yeah. Well, that’s great. | |
| [11:09] | This is the check-in desk. Nobody gets by here without an appointment. | |
| [11:11] | Records are going on the computer system. I don’t think you’re up for that | |
| [11:14] | but I can have you answering phones. It’s pretty simple: | |
| [11:16] | “Student health care center.” Try to be as friendly as possible. | |
| [11:18] | Kids who phone in here sometimes are really nervous, OK? | |
| [11:20] | Yeah. What do you mean, you won’t be up to that? | |
| [11:23] | – What does that mean? – Computers. Yeah, it’s just data | |
| [11:26] | entry but we’re using Excel, so it’s a fairly complicated process. | |
| [11:29] | – Yeah. I can do that. – You have experience with Excel | |
| [11:31] | Yeah. I work summers at my dad’s office and we use Excel all the time. | |
| [11:34] | Well, that’s great then. Sounds like you’re up to it. Thanks. | |
| [11:37] | That puts you on phones. Don’t give out | |
| [11:39] | any opinions or advice or anything at all. | |
| [11:40] | – We don’t need to get sued, OK? – I wouldn’t do that. | |
| [11:44] | OK, good. Got a computer free for you over here. | |
| [11:47] | There’s a stack of files next to it. | |
| [11:48] | They need to be entered in, so, uh, get started. | |
| [11:53] | Love that guy! | |
| [11:57] | – You know Excel? – Yeah. Sure. | |
| [12:17] | You want something to eat? | |
| [12:21] | No. | |
| [12:28] | Want coffee, anything? | |
| [12:31] | Wanna go anywhere? | |
| [12:37] | Maybe I should keep it. | |
| [12:50] | OK. | |
| [12:54] | OK. | |
| [12:57] | Then I’d ask you what happens next. | |
| [13:03] | Do you quit school? | |
| [13:05] | Do we both quit school? | |
| [13:09] | Get married and get jobs? | |
| [13:13] | You don’t have to do anything. | |
| [13:18] | Well, how were you gonna take care of it? | |
| [13:24] | What, I’m not… | |
| [13:26] | I’m not smart enough to raise a child? | |
| [13:30] | Ruby. That’s not what I said at all. You know that. | |
| [13:33] | I could get a job. | |
| [13:39] | OK. | |
| [13:42] | OK, what kind of job would you get? | |
| [13:45] | I mean… | |
| [13:48] | I mean, what kind of job… | |
| [13:50] | can an 18-year-old get… | |
| [13:54] | that pays enough to support a child? | |
| [13:57] | I mean, I’m… I’m just… | |
| [13:58] | I’m just asking. | |
| [14:05] | I don’t want to be pregnant. | |
| [14:21] | Hi. Can I help you? | |
| [14:22] | I had a nose bleed this morning. | |
| [14:24] | OK. | |
| [14:25] | I think I’m a hemophiliac. | |
| [14:30] | Who are you? | |
| [14:32] | I’m… | |
| [14:35] | Who are you? | |
| [14:37] | Lloyd. | |
| [14:39] | I don’t know you. | |
| [14:40] | Lloyd, you know you have to be a student to come in here. | |
| [14:43] | – I know. – I know you know. | |
| [14:47] | Thank you, Greg. | |
| [14:48] | You’re welcome, Lloyd. | |
| [14:53] | What was that all about? | |
| [14:55] | Lloyd. He’s been coming around here as long as I’ve been here. | |
| [14:57] | One time his whole leg was wrapped in gauze. He said it was a shark bite. | |
| [15:01] | Is he looking for drugs or something? | |
| [15:03] | No. Just attention. | |
| [15:04] | Do you think you could handle picking up some pamphlets from the printer? | |
| [15:07] | Com serves. You’re famous for taking forever with | |
| [15:09] | errands, so just try to be quick about it, OK? | |
| [15:11] | Listen… | |
| [15:14] | What? | |
| [15:17] | Nothing. | |
| [15:18] | OK. Good. | |
| [15:21] | I might be a com serve, but I’m not an idiot. | |
| [15:24] | Never said you were an idiot. | |
| [15:25] | No. You just… keep implying it. | |
| [15:28] | And for future reference, my name is Felicity. | |
| [15:31] | OK. | |
| [15:32] | Felicity. | |
| [15:42] | – Hey. | – Hey. |
| [15:44] | I gotta go pick something up. | |
| [15:46] | How’s it going over here? | |
| [15:48] | It’s going good. | |
| [15:54] | Hmm. Ben… | |
| [15:55] | I know. I just Excel is like impossible to figure out. | |
| [15:58] | I thought you said you knew it. | |
| [15:59] | No, I don’t. | |
| [16:02] | What about your father’s office? | |
| [16:04] | I don’t know. He’s so condescending. He thinks he knows everything. | |
| [16:07] | I just didn’t want him to think I didn’t know anything. | |
| [16:11] | – You know you’re gonna get in trouble. – Well, I’m here ’cause I’m in trouble. | |
| [16:14] | Yeah. I know. | |
| [16:19] | OK. Uh. Listen. Uh… | |
| [16:21] | I gotta jump back on this conference call in a sec, so here’s the point. | |
| [16:24] | I listened to your music, and it was nice. | |
| [16:27] | You did a couple of things that were very nice. Like that puddle song? | |
| [16:30] | – “Puddle of Grace.” | – “Puddle of Grace.” Yeah. That was nice. |
| [16:32] | – Thank you. – But overall… | |
| [16:35] | it never really kicked in for me. | |
| [16:37] | I don’t know. Eric seems to think there’s something there. | |
| [16:40] | I’m just not sure what we can do with it. I mean | |
| [16:42] | I’m not sure where nice fits at Pop Rocks. | |
| [16:44] | You know what I’m saying? Listen, I really gotta get back on this call… | |
| [16:47] | Look, Larry, you know… | |
| [16:49] | I don’t waste my time on something if I don’t think it’s worth it. | |
| [16:51] | But I believe that Julie’s worth it… | |
| [16:54] | and I think her music can touch a lot of people. | |
| [16:56] | Her songs aren’t just good… they’re real… | |
| [16:58] | they’re emotional They make you feel something. | |
| [17:00] | And I’m telling you, I think this one time… | |
| [17:03] | you oughta bet against your gut. | |
| [17:06] | Give her, her shot, man. Give her a chance. | |
| [17:16] | OK. | |
| [17:19] | But this one’s on your head. | |
| [17:21] | That’s fine. | |
| [17:23] | It was nice to meet you. | |
| [17:24] | Nice to meet you. | |
| [17:26] | So I’ll see you guys later at the Crush party? | |
| [17:28] | – You got it. – Bye. | |
| [17:30] | Thanks, Larry. | |
| [17:32] | Oh, my God. | |
| [17:34] | This doesn’t mean that anything is going to be released, OK? | |
| [17:37] | It just means that you’re going to make a record. | |
| [17:39] | I’m gonna make a record. | |
| [17:41] | Yes. That’s the first step. | |
| [17:43] | I’m gonna make a record. Ha ha ha! | |
| [17:47] | And, um… | |
| [17:47] | you’re doing this of your own volition? | |
| [17:49] | I’m sorry, but I have to ask again. It’s policy. | |
| [17:53] | Part of the informed consent form. | |
| [17:56] | Yes. It’s what I want to do. | |
| [17:59] | OK. | |
| [18:03] | And, um… | |
| [18:04] | unfortunately, I’ll have to have all of those filled | |
| [18:07] | out for when you come back for the appointment. | |
| [18:12] | Listen. I go to school here, too. You got classes. You’re busy. | |
| [18:15] | The last thing in the world you want to have to deal with… | |
| [18:18] | is something like this but people go through it all the time. | |
| [18:20] | And it can be scary as hell. | |
| [18:22] | But you’ll be OK. | |
| [18:27] | Do either of you have any questions… about anything about tomorrow? | |
| [18:30] | There’s no stupid questions. | |
| [18:33] | Will it hurt? | |
| [18:35] | The discomfort level is very similar to menstrual cramps. | |
| [18:38] | Some people feel very little. | |
| [18:40] | Others feel more. | |
| [18:42] | We’ll be using a local anesthetic so your pain’s relieved. But you’re still awake. | |
| [18:49] | This, uh… this might be the | |
| [18:51] | world’s first stupid question but… | |
| [18:55] | the whole procedure, I mean, it’s safe, right? | |
| [18:58] | Yeah. It’s about twice as safe as having your tonsiIs out. | |
| [19:01] | We’ll schedule a follow-up exam… | |
| [19:03] | with your doctor 2 or 3 weeks after. | |
| [19:06] | In a lot of ways, the most difficult part of this whole thing is… | |
| [19:08] | making the decision. | |
| [19:12] | Being sure. | |
| [19:30] | I’ll be right back. | |
| [19:48] | – Thanks. – OK. | |
| [19:55] | – File that? – Yeah. | |
| [20:20] | Is he here yet? | |
| [20:21] | Who? | |
| [20:22] | Who. Ben, the Excel expert. | |
| [20:24] | Uh, no. Not yet. | |
| [20:26] | OK. All right, look I got a staff meeting upstairs. | |
| [20:29] | When he gets here late, can you tell him that I looked at the | |
| [20:31] | work that he did yesterday and he had done no work yesterday. | |
| [20:34] | Yeah, th-the thing is… I think the version of that program… | |
| [20:37] | – was a little different from what… – OK, OK. | |
| [20:38] | I don’t have a problem with you, OK? | |
| [20:41] | I can tell you wanna be here. But for Ben, this is just a punishment. | |
| [20:44] | It’s a hassle. He doesn’t care about helping people. | |
| [20:46] | He just wants to get his hours done and get out. | |
| [20:48] | The problem is having someone like him here… | |
| [20:50] | makes it very difficult for us to get our work done. | |
| [20:53] | Why are you telling me this? | |
| [20:55] | Because officially, I have to take the com serves. I don’t have a choice. | |
| [20:59] | Unofficially, you can ask him. | |
| [21:01] | To leave? | |
| [21:03] | Can you handle that? | |
| [21:06] | Yeah, you know, | |
| [21:08] | I can, but I won’t. | |
| [21:11] | He’s a friend. And if you have a problem with him you should tell him. | |
| [21:41] | So, I, uh… | |
| [21:44] | I know what’s going on. | |
| [21:47] | What? | |
| [21:49] | With you and your girlfriend Ruby. | |
| [21:55] | I work at the health center with Felicity, actually. | |
| [21:58] | It’s this community service thing. | |
| [22:00] | It’s a long story. | |
| [22:02] | You and Felicity? | |
| [22:04] | Yeah. | |
| [22:08] | I… I saw you sitting here. And I just wanted you to know… | |
| [22:11] | that if you want to talk to somebody and I know I’m the last | |
| [22:14] | person in the world you want to talk to, I know that, man, I just… | |
| [22:17] | l… I understand what you’re going through. | |
| [22:19] | I really do, I… | |
| [22:21] | Listen, the same thing happened to me once. | |
| [22:24] | With a girl in high school I was dating. | |
| [22:31] | You know, it’s weird. One moment you know exactly what | |
| [22:33] | you’re doing, you’re in control you know where you’re going. | |
| [22:35] | And the next moment, everything changes… | |
| [22:39] | and… I understand that. | |
| [22:42] | What’s going on between me and Ruby is none of your business. | |
| [22:45] | I just… I just… | |
| [22:46] | I’m just trying to help. | |
| [22:48] | Ruby having an abortion should not have become a public discussion. | |
| [22:51] | Yeah. I understand that. | |
| [22:53] | Good. I’m glad we had this little chat. | |
| [23:01] | I think I drank too much. | |
| [23:08] | That was the loudest party I’ve ever been to. | |
| [23:11] | I know, but Crush sounded great, though, didn’t they? | |
| [23:14] | I think so, except for… | |
| [23:16] | I’m deaf now. | |
| [23:18] | Sean? | |
| [23:22] | Ben? | |
| [23:24] | Your roommates gone? | |
| [23:26] | I guess so. | |
| [23:48] | Hold on. | |
| [23:54] | – Wait. – No. | |
| [23:55] | Wait. | |
| [23:56] | Wait for what? | |
| [24:00] | Zach, Zach, get off! | |
| [24:01] | What are you talking about? | |
| [24:02] | Get off me! | |
| [24:04] | I’m off! What are you talkin’ about? | |
| [24:12] | Just get outta here. | |
| [24:46] | Hey… are you OK? | |
| [24:59] | I’m… | |
| [25:02] | I’m pregnant. | |
| [25:08] | Aren’t you glad you asked? | |
| [25:13] | Did it ever happen to you? | |
| [25:16] | No. | |
| [25:20] | Did you ever know anyone… | |
| [25:22] | it happened to? | |
| [25:27] | Yeah. | |
| [25:31] | How old were they? | |
| [25:38] | she was 19. | |
| [25:43] | She got pregnant when she was 19. | |
| [25:47] | What did she do? | |
| [25:48] | She quit school, and she got married. | |
| [25:51] | Did they work out? | |
| [25:52] | I mean, are they still together? | |
| [25:55] | They, uh… | |
| [25:58] | actually split up recently. | |
| [26:02] | Yeah, I don’t know what’s gonna happen with them. | |
| [26:07] | I have an appointment… | |
| [26:10] | at the health center tomorrow. | |
| [26:15] | For… you know. | |
| [26:26] | Am I doing the right thing? | |
| [26:31] | Ruby, I… | |
| [26:33] | I can’t tell you that. | |
| [26:36] | It doesn’t matter what I say. It doesn’t matter what anyone says. | |
| [26:40] | This is your decision. | |
| [26:55] | Hey. | |
| [26:56] | Hey. How you doing? | |
| [27:01] | – Greg wanted me to talk to you. – Oh, yeah? What did he want? | |
| [27:08] | He found out you didn’t do any of the work. | |
| [27:10] | Listen, um… I think I’m gonna figure this out. | |
| [27:12] | I talked to Sean, and he gave me a couple of pointers. | |
| [27:15] | No, I mean… he wants you to leave. | |
| [27:19] | He… I don’t know… | |
| [27:21] | thinks you’re, you know, a distraction or something. I don’t know. | |
| [27:25] | So you, you’ve been here for a day and now you’re firing people? | |
| [27:28] | No. I said I wouldn’t do it. | |
| [27:30] | But I got you this. | |
| [27:33] | “Excel for Dummies.” Thank you. | |
| [27:35] | Don’t take the “dummies” personally. It’s all they had. | |
| [27:38] | I just think you need to prove to him that you actually want to be here. | |
| [27:40] | No. No, I’m not gonna prove anything to that guy. I don’t want to be here. | |
| [27:43] | So, why did you choose to work here? | |
| [27:50] | Ben, just read the book. | |
| [27:52] | I’m not gonna read the dummy book all right? I’m not. | |
| [27:55] | Just tell Greg that, yeah, I’m not coming back. | |
| [27:58] | – So, what, you’re just gonna quit? – Yes. – Ben, what’s your problem? | |
| [28:01] | My problem is Greg’s right. I don’t wanna help anybody. | |
| [28:03] | And when I try to, I can’t, OK? | |
| [28:05] | I’ll call you later. | |
| [28:32] | Is it time yet? | |
| [28:36] | It’s, uh… almost. | |
| [29:05] | I keep thinking of all these things to say. | |
| [29:11] | But they all end up sounding so incredibly stupid in my head. | |
| [29:16] | You don’t have to say anything. | |
| [29:22] | I wish… | |
| [29:24] | there was something I… you know. | |
| [29:28] | I know. | |
| [30:21] | Noel. | |
| [30:22] | I’m sorry. I can’t do it. | |
| [30:26] | I’m sorry. | |
| [30:40] | So what’s with the face? You upset’cause he’s leaving? | |
| [30:43] | No, it’s not about Ben. | |
| [30:45] | It’s just this… friend of mine, Noel… | |
| [30:49] | is in this situation with, uh… | |
| [30:51] | his girlfriend, one of my advisees. | |
| [30:54] | Situation? | |
| [30:58] | She’s pregnant. | |
| [30:59] | That’s a situation. | |
| [31:03] | I saw him sitting in the health center… | |
| [31:07] | and I knew Ruby was in with the doctor… | |
| [31:10] | and I… | |
| [31:12] | l… I wanted to help him. I wanted to | |
| [31:14] | walk up and say the right thing and I didn’t, so… | |
| [31:18] | Why not? | |
| [31:19] | I didn’t know what to say. | |
| [31:23] | I don’t know. It’s confusing. | |
| [31:24] | I… Noel and I used to go out… | |
| [31:27] | so… that was part of it. | |
| [31:30] | What’s the other part? | |
| [31:35] | I… | |
| [31:36] | I was looking at Noel… | |
| [31:39] | and I just kept seeing my dad… | |
| [31:42] | sitting there… | |
| [31:44] | young… like when he was… a junior in college, and… | |
| [31:53] | I don’t know. | |
| [31:55] | I just thought… | |
| [31:58] | maybe my mom shouldn’t have quit school. | |
| [32:01] | Maybe they didn’t do the right thing. | |
| [32:04] | Yeah, maybe. | |
| [32:07] | What do you want? Maybe. | |
| [32:09] | Or maybe they should have done a million things. But what are you gonna do? | |
| [32:13] | Are you gonna maybe yourself to death? Are you gonna be paralyzed by maybes? | |
| [32:17] | I just didn’t know what to say. | |
| [32:19] | Yeah. Well. Empathy is good. It’s guilt that’s a problem. | |
| [32:24] | Why don’t you just try this? | |
| [32:26] | Talk to Noel about his life… | |
| [32:30] | about his feelings and just leave your own baggage out of it. | |
| [32:33] | – He’s a friend. Right? – Yeah, he’s a good friend. | |
| [32:36] | Well, then, friend. This isn’t about you. | |
| [32:40] | This is about him. | |
| [33:20] | That’s it for today. | |
| [33:22] | You guys can go, um… | |
| [33:24] | 40 minutes early. | |
| [33:36] | Hey. | |
| [33:38] | Hi. | |
| [33:40] | You got a minute? | |
| [33:44] | I got 40 of ‘em. | |
| [33:47] | I haven’t seen her since she ran out of the health center. | |
| [33:50] | I called her this morning. She said she wasn’t coming to class. | |
| [33:55] | This is all happening like in a microsecond. | |
| [33:58] | I don’t know what she’s thinking now. | |
| [34:02] | I’m sorry… | |
| [34:04] | that… I didn’t come and talk to you when I found out. | |
| [34:07] | It was just so… | |
| [34:09] | I know. | |
| [34:12] | I didn’t know what to say. | |
| [34:14] | It was kind of a shock. | |
| [34:18] | I’m really scared. | |
| [34:24] | For the first time in my life I can say | |
| [34:26] | that I am actually legitimately terrified. | |
| [34:31] | Of what? | |
| [34:33] | Of me. | |
| [34:35] | That if Ruby’s thinking about having this baby, that… | |
| [34:39] | I am in no way capable of handling that. | |
| [34:42] | Not for a second. | |
| [34:46] | Ruby can deal. She’s stronger than she thinks she is. But I’m… | |
| [34:50] | I’m the opposite. | |
| [34:52] | Sometimes I think I’m stronger than I am. | |
| [34:56] | I can’t imagine what you must be going through. | |
| [34:59] | But. Look… | |
| [35:00] | Noel, you know why Ruby can handle this? | |
| [35:05] | Because she knows you’re there. | |
| [35:07] | You are the most… | |
| [35:09] | capable and intelligent and resourceful… | |
| [35:12] | person that I know. | |
| [35:16] | I… I couldn’t have made it through last year… | |
| [35:18] | or even this first semester without you. | |
| [35:24] | You have no idea how amazing you are. | |
| [35:32] | God, I do not feel amazing. | |
| [35:47] | So, why are you leaving the health center? | |
| [35:50] | The guy that works there is a total jerk, for one. | |
| [35:52] | And 2, it’s not what I wanna do. | |
| [35:54] | What do you wanna do? | |
| [35:58] | I don’t know. | |
| [36:01] | This is Pachelbel. | |
| [36:03] | Everybody likes the “Canon,” but I’m kinda | |
| [36:05] | partial to the suites. What do you think? | |
| [36:09] | It’s fine. | |
| [36:12] | No, seriously. What do you think? | |
| [36:14] | – I’m not gonna tell you what I think. – Why not? | |
| [36:16] | – ‘Cause you’re gonna make a face. – No, I won’t. Tell me. You hate it. | |
| [36:19] | Yeah. It’s like elevator music. | |
| [36:20] | This is elevator music? You are such a cliche! | |
| [36:25] | Here. Take this. Listen to it a few times… | |
| [36:28] | then say it’s elevator music. | |
| [36:30] | OK. | |
| [36:33] | Here is the community service list again. | |
| [36:37] | May I make a suggestion? | |
| [36:40] | Yeah. | |
| [36:41] | This time instead of basing your choice on where Felicity’s working… | |
| [36:45] | trying basing it on what you want to do. | |
| [36:47] | – What does that mean? – It means quit following the girl all the time. | |
| [36:51] | Who the hell are you? | |
| [36:53] | If you mean what do I wanna do, I wanna swim. | |
| [36:56] | Yeah, I got that. You’re a fish. | |
| [36:57] | It’s not an option anymore. | |
| [36:59] | They cut the program. | |
| [37:01] | So unless you intend to spend the rest of your college career whining… | |
| [37:03] | I suggest that you refocus your energy. | |
| [37:10] | I looked up your record. | |
| [37:12] | Saw your grades. | |
| [37:13] | – They’re not bad, but you know what they are? – What? | |
| [37:16] | Average. You’re not average. | |
| [37:20] | Maybe I am. | |
| [37:22] | I can’t take any more of this self-pity. You can go. | |
| [37:28] | OK. | |
| [37:35] | – Ben. – Yeah. | |
| [37:37] | Everybody has to figure out who they are eventually. | |
| [37:45] | Eric, I don’t understand why this has to mean that it’s over… | |
| [37:52] | Why… why… no, why can’t we just… | |
| [37:56] | OK, just listen. | |
| [38:02] | OK, but what ab… | |
| [38:07] | Hello? | |
| [38:20] | Hey. | |
| [38:22] | What happened? | |
| [38:23] | He just… hang up on you? | |
| [38:28] | Come on. Julie, what’s going on? | |
| [38:30] | It doesn’t matter. | |
| [38:32] | Julie… | |
| [38:37] | Sometimes things just don’t work out. | |
| [38:40] | That’s all. You were right. | |
| [38:49] | He made a move on you? | |
| [38:59] | It was my fault. | |
| [39:01] | He’d been so helpful and so patient… | |
| [39:04] | and I… | |
| [39:07] | just… | |
| [39:10] | I didn’t want him to feel rejected. | |
| [39:13] | So I let him kiss me. | |
| [39:15] | And I kissed him. | |
| [39:24] | I mean, I owe him so much, right? | |
| [39:27] | Everything that he’s done for me. | |
| [39:31] | Julie… | |
| [39:34] | Julie, if he… if he did this… | |
| [39:35] | to get close to you, then he’s a fraud. | |
| [39:39] | But if this was about your music then this was about your music. | |
| [39:43] | So either way, you don’t owe him a thing. | |
| [40:01] | Oh, it’s you. How nineties. | |
| [40:04] | – Is, uh, Felicity around? – What for? | |
| [40:06] | Hey. What are you doing here? | |
| [40:08] | Um… you got a second? | |
| [40:09] | Yeah. You wanna come in? | |
| [40:12] | – No. | – No. |
| [40:15] | I just… I wanted to apologize… | |
| [40:17] | for the other day at the health center… | |
| [40:19] | for walking out like I did. | |
| [40:22] | ‘Cause you were right. I mean, I wasn’t there… because I wanted to be there. | |
| [40:26] | I… I was there’cause of you. | |
| [40:29] | What? | |
| [40:32] | I don’t mean it like that. I… I just… | |
| [40:35] | I just mean that I… I see things in you. | |
| [40:38] | I… I just… I see things in you… | |
| [40:41] | that… that I wish that I had. | |
| [40:44] | You’ve got things. | |
| [40:45] | But running and swimming… it doesn’t count. | |
| [40:49] | It’s just… that’s just stuff I do ‘cause I can. | |
| [40:52] | Ben, I don’t have a clue what I want. | |
| [40:55] | Yeah, but… but you care about things. | |
| [40:57] | Even that health center job. | |
| [41:01] | That’s… that’s great. | |
| [41:07] | Anyway, I’m not gonna work at the Health Center. I’m gonna do something else | |
| [41:10] | something that I wanna do, you know? | |
| [41:13] | Maybe… maybe something… | |
| [41:15] | that I can care about, you know? | |
| [41:19] | Yeah. | |
| [41:30] | So Noel told me you talked to him. | |
| [41:34] | That was such a screw-up. | |
| [41:36] | – No, it was a nice thing to do. – Yeah, well, he didn’t think so. | |
| [41:40] | Anyway, I just wanted to say… that I’m sorry for walkin’ out. | |
| [41:45] | I’m sorry. | |
| [41:46] | It’s OK. | |
| [41:53] | Do you ever listen to Pachelbel? | |
| [41:57] | Uh… a little. | |
| [41:59] | Yeah, he’s good. | |
| [42:02] | Yeah. | |
| [42:08] | My dad has this 3- year cycle theory. | |
| [42:12] | Says that once every 3 years… you go through a total crisis. | |
| [42:17] | It’s like a roller coaster, and every 3 years, you dip. | |
| [42:21] | And then you come up… | |
| [42:23] | and then you dip. | |
| [42:29] | I feel like I’ve been dipping forever. | |
| [42:34] | I feel exactly the same way now… | |
| [42:37] | as I did when I was 15. | |
| [42:40] | That’s why I did that whole movie thing. | |
| [42:43] | I thought I’d get a sign… | |
| [42:45] | you know, find out what I’m supposed to be doing. | |
| [42:50] | I don’t think that’s how it works. | |
| [42:53] | Maybe it is. Because… | |
| [42:55] | I feel like… now I know. | |
| [42:57] | My purpose. | |
| [43:01] | Noel… | |
| [43:03] | I think… I’m supposed to have this baby. |