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| [00:00] | Previously on Felicity… | |
| [00:05] | We’re dead if someone catches us. | |
| [00:08] | Nobody’s gonna catch us. | |
| [00:09] | Hello? | |
| [00:15] | Do you two understand that you’re both in serious trouble? | |
| [00:18] | Once mom gets here, she’ll start trying to get me into | |
| [00:20] | Tuesday dinners again, and she’ll wanna go shopping… | |
| [00:22] | Mom’s not moving here. | |
| [00:25] | What? | |
| [00:27] | We’re separating. | |
| [00:40] | Dear Sally… | |
| [00:43] | I’m in trouble. | |
| [00:57] | Excuse me. | |
| [01:03] | I… I’m looking for Professor Papalian? | |
| [01:05] | Oh, yeah, sure. He’s not here. | |
| [01:09] | He’s on leave. Indefinite leave. | |
| [01:11] | Can I help you with something? | |
| [01:16] | Um… no. I… I guess not. | |
| [01:19] | OK. | |
| [01:22] | Oh. Damn it! | |
| [01:26] | Oh. Damn it! | |
| [01:28] | – Is he OK? – Yeah, yeah! It’s just a family thing. | |
| [01:31] | What… are you one of his students? | |
| [01:33] | No. He was my counselor. | |
| [01:35] | Oh. All right, then. That’s me. | |
| [01:37] | I’m filling in for him while he’s gone. | |
| [01:39] | I’m Toni Pavone. | |
| [01:41] | Felicity Porter. | |
| [01:52] | Oh, yeah. | |
| [01:54] | Porter. | |
| [01:57] | You’re in trouble. | |
| [01:58] | Close the door. Sit down. | |
| [02:13] | Broke into the pool. You broke into the pool… | |
| [02:21] | Drinking. | |
| [02:22] | Ben Covington. | |
| [02:26] | Why did you break into the pool? | |
| [02:30] | I don’t know. I… | |
| [02:35] | It was a really stupid and… | |
| [02:38] | immature thing to do, and we’re both very sorry. | |
| [02:42] | Well, that’s good. | |
| [02:50] | are we gonna be expelled? | |
| [02:54] | 1986, a sophomore named Miles Adler… | |
| [02:58] | went out drinking with his frat buddies, you know, guys… | |
| [03:00] | and they broke into the pool just like you. | |
| [03:02] | And this Adler kid, who’s wasted out of his mind… | |
| [03:05] | dives in the shallow end. Smacks his head… | |
| [03:08] | lands in a coma for fifteen days. | |
| [03:11] | It cost the university a couple hundred grand in legal bills… | |
| [03:14] | articles in the paper, you know. | |
| [03:17] | Do you know this? | |
| [03:22] | Uh… no. | |
| [03:23] | Monteverdi. | |
| [03:25] | It’s nice. | |
| [03:26] | OK. So, technically… you vandalized the school | |
| [03:29] | property… under the influence of alcohol. | |
| [03:31] | We have a zero tolerance policy which | |
| [03:33] | means that in addition to your punishment… | |
| [03:35] | you’re going to have to start alcohol treatment counseling. | |
| [03:38] | Oh, my God. | |
| [03:41] | How is Wednesday at 3:00? | |
| [03:46] | Hi. Sorry I’m late. | |
| [03:49] | – Who are you? – Ben Covington. | |
| [03:52] | You’re in trouble. | |
| [03:55] | Close the door. Sit down. | |
| [04:06] | Hi. | |
| [04:56] | The fact is, I’m actually lucky. | |
| [04:59] | I mean, if my parents ever had to break up… | |
| [05:02] | I mean, for me, this is the best possible time. | |
| [05:15] | Imagine if this had happened years ago when | |
| [05:17] | you were tutoring me. | |
| [05:21] | I would have probably lost my mind. | |
| [05:23] | I would’ve obsessed over it. | |
| [05:26] | * We walked alone beside the park * | |
| [05:29] | * And talked about your shoes… * | |
| [05:33] | But now. I mean, it doesn’t really affect me… | |
| [05:36] | the way that it would’ve. | |
| [05:39] | I mean, my everyday life is… basically the same. | |
| [05:48] | * I wanted to show you * | |
| [05:53] | * Right or wrong * | |
| [05:59] | You know what? | |
| [06:00] | – Screw Toni Pavone. – What? | |
| [06:03] | What, we’re gonna take alcohol counseling now? | |
| [06:05] | – It’s so stupid. – I know. It’s ridiculous. | |
| [06:08] | And another thing, that lady, she stinks. | |
| [06:10] | It’s like old cigarettes. It’s nasty. | |
| [06:12] | Yeah, well, you still have to go. | |
| [06:13] | No, I don’t. College is an option. | |
| [06:16] | Look, they took away swimming… and… and now I gotta go to alcohol counseling. | |
| [06:19] | Well, I’m not doin’ it. Forget it. | |
| [06:21] | Well, what are you gonna do, leave? | |
| [06:23] | Yeah. I’m thinkin’ about it. | |
| [06:27] | – Hey, honey. – Hey. | |
| [06:30] | I was thinking about tonight. I don’t know. | |
| [06:32] | Are you in the mood for Italian food? | |
| [06:34] | It really doesn’t matter, dad. | |
| [06:37] | I… I’ll just choose a place. | |
| [06:39] | What time does mom get in? | |
| [06:42] | 5:00. | |
| [06:45] | Can I get you something? A coffee? | |
| [06:48] | Yeah, sure. | |
| [07:08] | Locke believed that women had the ability to reason… | |
| [07:12] | that they should be given an equal voice… | |
| [07:14] | which was a shocking idea for England in the 1600s… | |
| [07:17] | and probably for a few people in here today, huh? | |
| [07:20] | All right, so I will have your tests graded | |
| [07:22] | by Tuesday. You guys have a good weekend. | |
| [07:34] | Hey. | |
| [07:36] | You were so good. You’re so much better! | |
| [07:40] | – I saw it. – What? | |
| [07:43] | The, uh, the hi note. | |
| [07:45] | Oh, you did? | |
| [07:47] | Why’d you do that? | |
| [07:49] | What? I was just saying hi. | |
| [07:50] | We say hi all the time. Did you have to do | |
| [07:52] | it on the bluebook on the anonymous test? | |
| [07:55] | I don’t understand. What’s the big deal? | |
| [07:57] | It’s anonymous. | |
| [07:58] | You asked me not to give you any special treatment. | |
| [08:01] | Don’t give me any special treatment. | |
| [08:02] | Well, I have to. How can I not? | |
| [08:04] | Are you saying that I did that to get a better grade? | |
| [08:07] | All I know is, now when I read it, it’s not | |
| [08:09] | just a paper. It’s my girlfriend’s paper. | |
| [08:11] | Well, that’s an easy fix. | |
| [08:15] | Ruby, come on… | |
| [08:37] | I… I think this might be a waste of time. | |
| [08:40] | What’s that? | |
| [08:42] | This. Alcohol abuse counseling. I mean, I don’t drink. | |
| [08:46] | It says here you drink. | |
| [08:48] | I drank. I don’t drink. | |
| [08:51] | Why’d you drink? | |
| [08:54] | I told you. | |
| [08:55] | You were just blowing off steam? | |
| [08:58] | That’s right. | |
| [09:05] | Where’d the steam come from? | |
| [09:14] | I just found out my parents are splitting up. | |
| [09:16] | That’s all it is. | |
| [09:19] | You wanna tell me about that? | |
| [09:23] | Uh, it’s not that big of a deal. I mean, | |
| [09:25] | it happens to everyone, right? | |
| [09:28] | No. | |
| [09:29] | Well, it’s gonna be fine. I mean | |
| [09:33] | tonight, we’re all having dinner, and… | |
| [09:37] | – How’s that gonna go? – It’s gonna go fine. | |
| [09:41] | – Yeah? Yeah. You know, I understand that you’re trying to get | |
| [09:44] | me to say something revelatory or whatever, but, you know… | |
| [09:48] | if this is about figuring out my punishment… | |
| [09:51] | just look at my record. | |
| [09:52] | You can see that this isn’t the type of thing I do usually. | |
| [10:18] | Take a look. | |
| [10:22] | I’m a real pro. | |
| [10:24] | A therapist, licensed. | |
| [10:27] | So when you’re ready… | |
| [10:29] | come back and we’ll talk. | |
| [10:51] | I never caught my parents having sex… | |
| [10:54] | but this must be what it feeIs like… | |
| [10:57] | getting a glimpse into your parents’ intimate life… | |
| [11:00] | seeing something that you know is happening… | |
| [11:03] | but you don’t want to think about at all. | |
| [11:18] | Uh, how was your flight? | |
| [11:19] | Turbulent. | |
| [11:21] | So was ours. | |
| [11:24] | – How are your… – I… | |
| [11:26] | – Go ahead. – No, you go. | |
| [11:28] | I made appointments for us tomorrow at Cascades. | |
| [11:31] | They have this body wrap there called the escape. | |
| [11:33] | It’s supposed to be so relaxing. | |
| [11:36] | Great. OK. | |
| [11:38] | Ron Laberts called this afternoon. He’ll be there on Thursday. | |
| [11:42] | What time does that start? | |
| [11:44] | Um. Early. 7:00. It’s just one of those | |
| [11:47] | embarrassing in -honor-of dinners. It’ll be over by 9:00. | |
| [11:53] | You are gonna go, right? | |
| [11:56] | Yes. | |
| [12:04] | Ravioli sounds good. | |
| [12:07] | Is that what you’re having? | |
| [12:10] | Barbara? | |
| [12:12] | I don’t know. | |
| [12:14] | What are you gonna do, sweetheart? | |
| [12:21] | – Felicity. – I’m sorry. | |
| [12:25] | Barbara. Um… | |
| [12:27] | What’s going on, sweetheart? What’s happening? | |
| [12:29] | – Nothing. – I told her what’s going on. | |
| [12:32] | Mom, he didn’t tell me. He just… | |
| [12:34] | It was a slip. It was a mistake. I’m sorry. | |
| [12:37] | – Honey… – I… it’s OK, mom. It’s OK. | |
| [12:40] | It’s not OK. I wanted to tell you myself in person. | |
| [12:44] | – When did you do this? – Last week. | |
| [12:47] | – You did this a week ago? – You say “You did this” | |
| [12:49] | like it was some sort of premeditated act. | |
| [12:51] | Well. It was certainly a very aggressive thing to do. | |
| [12:53] | An aggressive thing. Is that you talking or Carolyn? | |
| [12:55] | Oh. Do not bring up Carolyn. | |
| [12:57] | Why don’t you make me a list of the things I can and cannot bring up. | |
| [13:11] | Come in! | |
| [13:20] | Can I, uh, talk to you for a minute? | |
| [13:25] | Close the door. Sit down. | |
| [13:41] | I don’t know who I am anymore. | |
| [13:47] | How I got here. I don’t… | |
| [13:53] | I don’t know what I’m doing. | |
| [13:58] | I don’t know why I’m here. | |
| [14:01] | * Just hold on to life * | |
| [14:04] | * I know that nothing. Nothing… * | |
| [14:07] | I’ve been in relationships that | |
| [14:10] | I don’t really understand. | |
| [14:14] | I… I hate my haircut. I… | |
| [14:16] | * I think I’ m turned around * | |
| [14:22] | I dropped premed like it was some kind of victory, and… | |
| [14:30] | I can’t even remember why it felt like that. | |
| [14:33] | * Watching you run * | |
| [14:36] | * Watching you fall * | |
| [14:39] | Sorry. | |
| [14:42] | Don’t be sorry. It’s OK. | |
| [14:46] | * If I make it something worthwhile * | |
| [14:54] | I didn’t realize how much I depend on them… | |
| [14:57] | my parents just being there. | |
| [15:00] | I mean, even though I’m 3,000 miles away, I… | |
| [15:05] | I depend on them. | |
| [15:09] | And I’m an only child, so that’s probably all this is. | |
| [15:16] | Did you say any of this to them? | |
| [15:20] | No. | |
| [15:23] | I just kinda let them talk. | |
| [15:29] | They said they were having difficulties and that… | |
| [15:33] | that it was for the best. | |
| [15:43] | I guess I just feel responsible. | |
| [15:48] | How are you responsible? | |
| [15:50] | I’m pretty sure that it disrupted things… | |
| [15:53] | my coming here and… | |
| [15:57] | pushing them away. | |
| [15:59] | I mean, if I hadn’t left Palo Alto. If I’d… | |
| [16:05] | If I hadn’t been so selfish… | |
| [16:07] | they’d probably still be together. | |
| [16:10] | What was selfish about you coming here? | |
| [16:14] | What do you mean? | |
| [16:16] | Why did you come here? | |
| [16:21] | Oh… pff. Basically because Ben Covington came here. | |
| [16:26] | You came for Ben? | |
| [16:28] | At first, yeah. | |
| [16:31] | And then I thought it was for me, that… | |
| [16:36] | that maybe I’d find myself or something. | |
| [16:43] | I just don’t understand. | |
| [16:46] | What? | |
| [16:48] | Well, they were here for Thanksgiving, and… | |
| [16:52] | they looked so hap… well… | |
| [16:55] | They looked happy, and… | |
| [17:00] | I was home over Christmas, and everything seemed fine. | |
| [17:04] | I just don’t understand why they’re breaking up. | |
| [17:09] | I thought you said it was ‘cause of you. | |
| [17:28] | – Hey! – Hey. | |
| [17:33] | So, if you don’t go see Dr. Pavone, you’re gonna get expelled. | |
| [17:37] | – Oh, yeah? She’s a doctor? – Psychologist. | |
| [17:41] | I guess she went to Yale. | |
| [17:44] | Yale. Big deal. | |
| [17:47] | – You still thinking about dropping out? – Yeah. A little bit. | |
| [17:51] | I checked out the Voice. They got ads in the back. | |
| [17:53] | You can get a Courier ticket to Prague for 200 bucks. | |
| [17:56] | A courier ticket? Yeah. It’s this thing, you gotta leave last minute | |
| [17:59] | and you can only take one bag, but the ticket’s really cheap. | |
| [18:08] | Well, let me know if you’re really going because I should probably go with you. | |
| [18:19] | I’m kidding. | |
| [18:20] | Well, you know, if you wanted to, if you decided to do that, then I’d do it. | |
| [18:25] | Come on! | |
| [18:26] | No, I’m serious. That’s what we gotta do. | |
| [18:30] | – Go see Dr. Pavone. – No. Let’s drop out together. | |
| [18:33] | Go see Dr. Pavone! | |
| [18:35] | Dr. Pavone. Come on! Think about it. It’ll be fun. | |
| [18:49] | I am such an ass. | |
| [18:51] | Can you confirm that for me, that I’m an ass, please? | |
| [18:53] | I just read your essay, and it was fantastic! | |
| [18:56] | I’m not kidding. It was one of the best in | |
| [18:57] | the class and I was thinking to myself… | |
| [18:59] | could I have been more of an ass? | |
| [19:01] | Doesn’t matter. | |
| [19:03] | OK, all right, which is sort of a confirmation but I deserve it, because | |
| [19:06] | I was treating you like I didn’t think you could write what you wrote… | |
| [19:09] | which was excellent… it was. | |
| [19:11] | You hate my guts? | |
| [19:14] | I gotta go get ready for costumes of czarist Russia. | |
| [19:22] | It is a problem. | |
| [19:23] | A real serious problem. | |
| [19:28] | Is anybody listening to me? | |
| [19:30] | What? | |
| [19:31] | My lab partner. What’s wrong with you guys? | |
| [19:34] | I’m writing lyrics. What rhymes with column? | |
| [19:36] | Have you guys ever heard of courier tickets? | |
| [19:38] | – Slalom. – Ben was talking about those. | |
| [19:41] | – Listen! His name is Tracy. – Slalom? | |
| [19:45] | I thought he would be a girl. He is not a girl. | |
| [19:47] | – He’s way too cute to be a girl. – Is he available? | |
| [19:50] | I don’t know, and I don’t wanna know. | |
| [19:51] | I’m telling you, if I find out he is… | |
| [19:53] | I’ll get no work done, and I’ll fail chemistry! | |
| [19:56] | Come in. | |
| [20:00] | Hi. | |
| [20:01] | Hi. | |
| [20:03] | Can we… can we talk? | |
| [20:05] | – Food? – Yeah, um… | |
| [20:08] | Do you want something from the corner? | |
| [20:09] | No, I’m OK. | |
| [20:14] | – Bye. | – Bye. |
| [20:15] | – Would you like something? – No, thank you. | |
| [20:34] | So, how are you? | |
| [20:38] | Uh… good. | |
| [20:43] | I had a meeting with Dean Alison. | |
| [20:44] | They want me to come guest lecture at the medical school. | |
| [20:48] | – Really? – Yeah. | |
| [20:53] | I just learned about your incident at the pool. | |
| [21:00] | And now you’re in alcohol abuse counseling? | |
| [21:02] | Dad, that’s just policy. | |
| [21:05] | It was a little embarrassing learning that your daughter | |
| [21:07] | had been caught swimming drunk on university property. | |
| [21:13] | It was… it was just the night after you told me about | |
| [21:15] | you and mom, and… | |
| [21:21] | I don’t know. | |
| [21:29] | That stupid prank is gonna come at a real cost. | |
| [21:31] | I know. That’s why I’m in counseling. | |
| [21:33] | What sort of punishment are they discussing? | |
| [21:35] | – I don’t know. – What did your counselor say? | |
| [21:36] | I don’t know! | |
| [21:49] | Mom’s not coming on Thursday to my dinner… | |
| [21:54] | and I know you were planning on going. | |
| [21:56] | Dad, the hospitaI’s honoring you. Of course I’m gonna go. | |
| [22:00] | Mom’s only here for a couple of days. | |
| [22:04] | I think it’d be good… | |
| [22:07] | for both of you to spend some time together. | |
| [22:15] | I’m not as good as she is at… | |
| [22:24] | Anyway. | |
| [22:27] | Dad… | |
| [22:28] | Go with her on Thursday, please. | |
| [22:36] | OK. | |
| [22:45] | No. I want you to go with dad. | |
| [22:47] | But you’re only going to be here for a few days. | |
| [22:50] | It’s a special night for your father. | |
| [22:52] | I know how much he wants you there. | |
| [22:56] | So, then why don’t all three of us just go together? | |
| [23:00] | Because I’m angry at your father… | |
| [23:02] | and because he’s angry at me. | |
| [23:03] | Please, just go with him. | |
| [23:06] | But even he said it’s just one of those stupid in-honor-of dinners. | |
| [23:10] | He didn’t mean that. | |
| [23:11] | He loves those things. You know that. | |
| [23:14] | Go with your father on Thursday, please… | |
| [23:17] | or I’ll never hear the end of it. | |
| [23:27] | – Mom? – Yeah? | |
| [23:32] | I’m sorry. | |
| [23:36] | What for? | |
| [23:38] | For everything. | |
| [23:44] | You apologized to them? | |
| [23:46] | Yeah. | |
| [23:48] | Oh. Boy. | |
| [23:49] | What? | |
| [23:53] | What did they say? | |
| [23:56] | Uh, they told me not to be silly. | |
| [23:58] | Good. Points for the parents. | |
| [24:01] | And you’re not pissed off about any of this? | |
| [24:04] | No. I’m just… I’m a little tense. | |
| [24:06] | Hmm. Tense. But not angry? | |
| [24:08] | – Not everyone gets angry. – That’s true. | |
| [24:12] | Many people who are repressed and out of touch insist that they are just tense. | |
| [24:20] | What are you… what are you saying? | |
| [24:22] | It would just be nice to see who you really are under there. | |
| [24:27] | Under what? | |
| [24:28] | This whole act. This whole polite thing that you do. | |
| [24:32] | Well, I’m sorry, but this is who I am. | |
| [24:35] | No. Come on. First of all, you’re not sorry. | |
| [24:38] | Secondly, you told me yourself you don’t know who you are. | |
| [24:40] | You have no idea. You don’t know why you came here… | |
| [24:42] | That’s not true. I told you why I came here. | |
| [24:43] | Oh, to follow a guy? No. I don’t buy that. | |
| [24:45] | You’re too smart for that and you’re too screwed | |
| [24:48] | up not to be a little bit angry. Are you angry? | |
| [24:51] | No. | |
| [24:52] | Well, then why the hell not? All your life… | |
| [24:54] | you have been your mother and father’s little centerpiece. | |
| [24:58] | You go home for Christmas. They make you | |
| [24:59] | think that everything is nice and normal | |
| [25:01] | And then your father gets on a plane and comes | |
| [25:04] | back with you to start to work at a hospital… | |
| [25:07] | that is affiliated with the college that you’re attending. | |
| [25:09] | – He did ask my opinion. – Baloney. It was after the fact. | |
| [25:12] | Then he spilIs the beans that and he and your mother are breaking up… | |
| [25:15] | but he doesn’t bother to tell his wife that he’s told his daughter, | |
| [25:19] | a huge burden for you to bear. Then your mother finds out that you know. | |
| [25:22] | She’s furious with your father. Your father’s already fuming at her. | |
| [25:26] | You’re caught right in the middle. “Go with mom.” “Go with dad.” | |
| [25:28] | This is a sporting event. This is martyr ball! | |
| [25:31] | They’ve got the sticks, and you’re the puck… | |
| [25:33] | and you’re telling me you’re not angry? | |
| [25:46] | Well, how does it feel? | |
| [25:50] | What? | |
| [25:53] | To be the good little girl. | |
| [25:59] | You know, I don’t know if I like this. | |
| [26:01] | No. Seriously… | |
| [26:04] | how does it feel? | |
| [26:06] | Because it is annoying as hell to watch. | |
| [26:10] | You sitting there like a little Kewpie doll… | |
| [26:12] | denying what you’re really going through. Not only… | |
| [26:15] | – Fine. I’m angry. – Well, you should be. | |
| [26:17] | – All right, I am! – Well, why? | |
| [26:19] | Because everything’s a little screwed up right now… | |
| [26:21] | and because my mom’s leaving and I don’t understand why… | |
| [26:23] | and my dad’s moving here, and I don’t want him here! | |
| [26:25] | – Of course you don’t. And I’m mad at the position… | |
| [26:28] | my parents have put me in! Yeah, I’m a little mad! | |
| [26:30] | I’m a little pissed off. | |
| [26:40] | Good. | |
| [26:56] | So, I’ve done some research. | |
| [26:58] | – About what? – About our trip. | |
| [27:02] | – Our trip? – Yeah. | |
| [27:06] | Vienna… | |
| [27:07] | monumental sites as awesome as any in London, Paris, or Rome. | |
| [27:11] | You know what we could do? We could just get, like, a eurorail pass, right? | |
| [27:15] | That does sound pretty incredible. | |
| [27:17] | That’s the thing. It’s not incredible at all. | |
| [27:19] | It’s something we could actually do that’s credible. | |
| [27:23] | – We could never really do it, though. – Why not? | |
| [27:26] | Because, obviously, I mean, it’s us. | |
| [27:28] | What does that mean? Because we dated, we can’t go somewhere together? | |
| [27:31] | I’m just saying it would be awkward. | |
| [27:33] | All right, what would be more awkward… getting on a plane… | |
| [27:35] | and getting the hell out of here or staying? I mean it. | |
| [27:38] | Are you even happy here? ‘Cause I don’t think you are. | |
| [27:43] | – You don’t? – No, I don’t. | |
| [27:45] | I’ve been watching you at work. | |
| [27:50] | Listen to me. It’s Thursday. | |
| [27:51] | We could get dirt-cheap tickets to France or Austria | |
| [27:54] | or Spain and we could be there by Saturday. | |
| [27:57] | Backpacks, wine, cheese… | |
| [28:01] | and no more stinking, reeking Dr. Pavone. | |
| [28:07] | What are you thinking? | |
| [28:14] | I’m thinking that my parents are splitting up. | |
| [28:20] | That’s one of the reasons my dad’s moving to New York for a while. | |
| [28:24] | My mom’s leaving him. | |
| [28:26] | I didn’t know that. I’m sorry. | |
| [28:29] | Yeah. That’s OK. | |
| [28:36] | It’s fun thinking about this, though. | |
| [28:39] | It’s like the only fun I’m having right now. | |
| [28:45] | But I don’t think I’m where you’re at, at least not yet. | |
| [29:04] | Here’s my problem… I don’t want to care. | |
| [29:07] | I just don’t. I wanna be like every other guy… | |
| [29:10] | and just not care. | |
| [29:11] | I know guys like that. You guys know guys like that. | |
| [29:14] | You might be a guy like that. | |
| [29:16] | I wanna be… I wanna be like you. | |
| [29:18] | I wanna be that guy whose girlfriend gives him a crooked look… | |
| [29:21] | and he sorta shrugs and goes on his way, you know? | |
| [29:23] | But me? I am a disaster. I’m freakin’ out because | |
| [29:25] | Ruby’s acting all distant and disinterested… | |
| [29:28] | and I don’t know if that’s her reacting the way she should, | |
| [29:30] | because “Screw me” or if it’s me overreacting… | |
| [29:33] | because I get the distinct impression that we are in a nosedive… | |
| [29:36] | and I have reason to believe that it’s entirely my fault. | |
| [29:41] | I’m Noel, by the way. | |
| [29:42] | Tracy. | |
| [29:44] | Yeah. I heard a lot about you. | |
| [29:45] | I don’t mean to take up your study time… | |
| [29:47] | but I do wanna know… what you guys would do, especially you… | |
| [29:50] | since I’m pretty sure Elena’s advice would be like… | |
| [29:53] | “You’re such a geek.” So? | |
| [29:57] | Did you apologize to Ruby? | |
| [29:59] | Yes, I did. | |
| [30:00] | And she didn’t take it? | |
| [30:02] | No. I mean, I don’t know. | |
| [30:05] | It was like she’d just run into an ex-boyfriend or something. | |
| [30:08] | Why don’t you just say, uh… | |
| [30:11] | “Baby, I really am sorry, but I want you in my life. | |
| [30:14] | “Now. If you’re hurting. I want to make it better… | |
| [30:17] | “whatever it takes.” | |
| [30:20] | That’s what I would say if I got into an argument with my girlfriend. | |
| [30:22] | I mean, if I had a girlfriend. | |
| [30:25] | – God. – What? | |
| [30:27] | Nothing. | |
| [30:29] | Thank you. | |
| [30:30] | You’re invited back anytime no matter what happens between you two. | |
| [30:49] | Thank you. | |
| [31:02] | Look… | |
| [31:05] | ask anything you want… | |
| [31:10] | but know that… | |
| [31:13] | certain questions aren’t going to have clear answers. | |
| [31:17] | There’s no other man. | |
| [31:19] | There’s no horrible secret. | |
| [31:25] | I’m just trying to figure out who I am. | |
| [31:30] | Why can’t you do that with dad? | |
| [31:35] | I just don’t think I can. | |
| [31:40] | Well, yesterday you said you were having difficulties. | |
| [31:42] | – Yes. – So what? | |
| [31:44] | I mean, isn’t that what happens? | |
| [31:47] | You’re in a relationship with someone for a long time… | |
| [31:49] | and you have difficulties, and you deal with it, right? | |
| [31:53] | I don’t know what else to do. | |
| [31:54] | Besides break up the family? | |
| [32:00] | I’m sorry you feel that way. | |
| [32:03] | You don’t know how it is. | |
| [32:05] | Then explain to me. Help me understand. | |
| [32:13] | I’ve been in your father’s shadow… ever since the day I met him. | |
| [32:18] | Then why did you get married in the first place? | |
| [32:22] | It was a very difficult time. If you really wanted to finish | |
| [32:25] | college and that’s how you felt, I just… I don’t understand. | |
| [32:28] | I don’t know what to tell you. | |
| [32:35] | Were you pregnant? | |
| [32:47] | There are so many reasons why we got married. | |
| [32:49] | Oh, my God. Oh, my God. | |
| [32:51] | Your father and I… | |
| [32:59] | Honey… | |
| [33:41] | So, let’s drop out. | |
| [34:03] | Baby… | |
| [34:05] | I really am sorry. | |
| [34:12] | – Noel, what are you doing? – Wait. Let me finish. | |
| [34:17] | I want you in my life. | |
| [34:20] | – If you’re hurting… – What? | |
| [34:22] | I want to make it better. I’ll do whatever it takes. | |
| [34:28] | That’s sweet. | |
| [34:29] | Oddly put, but sweet. | |
| [34:39] | Ruby, what’s going on? | |
| [34:42] | They still haven’t taken down their Christmas lights. | |
| [34:46] | Look, I know that it’s weird with me teaching this class… | |
| [34:52] | but we’ll get through it. People have | |
| [34:54] | been through much harder things than this. | |
| [34:58] | I’m late. | |
| [35:03] | What? | |
| [35:04] | And I’m never late. | |
| [35:09] | Um, how late? | |
| [35:11] | Five days. | |
| [35:16] | Look, it’s probably nothing. | |
| [35:19] | I thought I got my period, like, three times today. | |
| [35:22] | OK, so then it could be nothing. | |
| [35:25] | Unless I’m pregnant. | |
| [35:31] | You’re not gonna call me a baby again, are you? | |
| [35:34] | No. | |
| [35:39] | I was going to tell you that… | |
| [35:45] | Is that no matter what… | |
| [35:47] | we’re gonna be OK. | |
| [35:52] | I know. | |
| [36:02] | Why Vienna? | |
| [36:05] | You know, it’s got, uh… | |
| [36:07] | monumental sites as awesome as London, Paris, or Rome. | |
| [36:15] | Why did you come here? | |
| [36:18] | That question is getting so annoying. I obviously don’t know. That’s why… | |
| [36:20] | No. I mean here. Today. | |
| [36:24] | If you’re leaving, why’d you come? | |
| [36:26] | Because I wanted to thank you. | |
| [36:28] | What? You could’ve called. | |
| [36:31] | I… I wanted to see you and thank you. | |
| [36:33] | You want me to talk you out of it? | |
| [36:36] | – No, I don’t. – Good, ’cause I’m not going to. | |
| [36:39] | Well, good. I don’t want you to. | |
| [36:46] | How’d it go with your folks? | |
| [36:51] | Bad. | |
| [36:54] | How bad? | |
| [36:55] | I really… I don’t want to talk about it. | |
| [36:57] | No, no. You can’t say bad… | |
| [37:01] | and then clam up. How bad? | |
| [37:04] | Horrible. | |
| [37:08] | I haven’t felt that way in a long time. | |
| [37:11] | Since when? | |
| [37:17] | Since I was a kid. | |
| [37:20] | And what happened when you were a kid? | |
| [37:26] | Nothing. I mean, I went to ballet camp. | |
| [37:32] | I was ten. It was sleep-away… | |
| [37:34] | and I hated it. | |
| [37:36] | I came home a day early, I hated it so much. | |
| [37:45] | And when I came home… | |
| [37:48] | I realized my mom had been sleeping in the guest room… | |
| [37:53] | not in her room with my dad. | |
| [37:58] | She saw that I saw and was so embarrassed… | |
| [38:01] | and my dad, too, and… | |
| [38:04] | they didn’t say anything about it… | |
| [38:06] | and I didn’t mention it. | |
| [38:11] | I don’t know. It was just… | |
| [38:14] | It was so uncomfortable. | |
| [38:17] | It was that horrible feeling. | |
| [38:23] | So, that night at dinner, I, uh… | |
| [38:26] | I told them how much I loved ballet camp. | |
| [38:29] | I just wanted to change the subject… | |
| [38:31] | make it all better and… | |
| [38:36] | then everything was back to normal again. | |
| [38:43] | I went to ballet camp the next four summers. | |
| [38:49] | It’s a hard job, isn’t it… | |
| [38:53] | keeping the family happy? | |
| [39:10] | I… I think that… | |
| [39:17] | I think that might be it. Why I… | |
| [39:21] | came here to New York. | |
| [39:26] | I don’t blame you. | |
| [39:30] | Who wouldn’t want to get a break from that? | |
| [39:34] | But, seriously… | |
| [39:37] | why Vienna? | |
| [39:43] | I don’t know. | |
| [39:47] | I just feel so lost here. | |
| [39:58] | you know, the thing about bein’ lost… | |
| [40:03] | you can be lost anywhere. | |
| [40:25] | Hey. | |
| [40:29] | Hey. | |
| [40:31] | I called before, and Meghan answered. | |
| [40:33] | She said you were packing for Vienna? | |
| [40:36] | Oh, God. | |
| [40:38] | If is this about me coming here or what’s going on between | |
| [40:41] | us, then we need to sit down and talk about it, figure it out. | |
| [40:43] | I’m not going to Vienna. | |
| [40:47] | I thought about going… | |
| [40:49] | for a little bit. | |
| [40:54] | But I’m… I’m gonna stay. | |
| [40:57] | I kind of panicked when I heard. | |
| [41:00] | Yeah. I can imagine. | |
| [41:10] | I thought you were leaving. | |
| [41:13] | My flight’s at 6:00. | |
| [41:19] | Dad and I both wish this didn’t have to be so hard. | |
| [41:27] | But you know we both love you. | |
| [41:32] | Yeah, I know. | |
| [41:38] | I love you, too. | |
| [42:31] | – Hey. | – Hey. |
| [42:39] | So, I can’t go. | |
| [42:41] | Yeah. I, uh, I figured. | |
| [42:46] | What do you mean, you figured? | |
| [42:48] | I don’t know. I… I had a feeling. | |
| [42:52] | – So you didn’t buy the tickets? – Nah. | |
| [42:55] | You’re kidding. | |
| [42:58] | I don’t know. I… | |
| [43:02] | I could tell your heart wasn’t in it. | |
| [43:05] | I just… | |
| [43:07] | I don’t think it’s the best thing right now for me. | |
| [43:11] | Yeah, I know. | |
| [43:22] | So, how about you? Are you still gonna go? | |
| [43:24] | Nah, I’m not gonna go. | |
| [43:28] | Not without you. | |
| [43:36] | Guess I gotta go see stinky Dr. Pavone, huh? | |
| [43:42] | I was thinkin’, though, about our trip. | |
| [43:44] | What? | |
| [43:47] | I don’t know. Maybe this summer. | |
| [44:08] | – That’s a nice shot. – Thanks. | |
| [44:16] | Nice. | |
| [44:18] | Just try and get it… try and get it… in the little round thing, all right? |