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| [00:01] | Previously on “Felicity”, | |
| [00:02] | – You don’t want me to go?. – No, you should come. | |
| [00:05] | I should or you want me to?. Maybe taking a break is a good idea. | |
| [00:09] | I never mentioned breaking up. | |
| [00:11] | It’s tricky, not using those exact words. | |
| [00:14] | If I go, I can’t do the Berlin internship. | |
| [00:17] | I’ve realised I have to go to Berlin. | |
| [00:20] | So you will… come with me?. | |
| [00:24] | – Do you think I should?. – Yeah. | |
| [00:41] | Dear Sally, OK, so I’ve been thinking about it, | |
| [00:46] | that moment I had with Ben, | |
| [00:50] | And I’ve come to the conclusion that, obviously, it was all in my mind, | |
| [00:55] | Or, at least, mostly, | |
| [01:02] | – I’m sorry. – What?. | |
| [01:05] | You’re staring. We’re busy and you’re staring. | |
| [01:09] | – You should be stacking. – Sorry. | |
| [01:13] | It’s just part of my job to tell you, because I am the assistant manager. | |
| [01:18] | I know. You’re right. | |
| [01:22] | I’m not doing a great job, am l?. | |
| [01:25] | I mean, good, but not great. | |
| [01:27] | Danny, you’re doing an excellent job. | |
| [01:30] | OK. You are the sweetest. | |
| [01:35] | I hope you do come back here to work next year. | |
| [01:38] | Me, too. | |
| [01:49] | I mean, it seemed like Ben and I had an almost-kiss moment, | |
| [01:53] | Iike Meghan’s stupid love spell had actually worked, | |
| [01:56] | but what it was, I’m sure, was just a nothing moment | |
| [02:00] | that I perceived as something else, | |
| [02:04] | Anyway, whatever it was, it’s had the strangest effect, | |
| [02:08] | It reminded me of why I decided to come to New York in the first place, | |
| [02:14] | of what it felt like in high school, of what I used to feel for Ben, | |
| [02:20] | But it was nothing, which is a good thing, | |
| [02:23] | because if it had been an actual, genuine almost-kiss moment, | |
| [02:28] | Iife would get really complicated, | |
| [02:33] | OK, what the hell was that?. | |
| [02:37] | – What?. – Did you and I almost kiss?. | |
| [02:40] | – I don’t know. Did we?. – I think we did. | |
| [02:45] | I’m sorry, Ben. Laurie needs to see you in the stockroom. I’m sorry. | |
| [02:50] | – That’s OK. – I really like your haircut. | |
| [02:53] | – Thanks, Danny. – Yeah. | |
| [03:01] | – This could get really complicated. – Yeah. | |
| [04:04] | Sally, is it just me, or did this year go by faster than ever?. | |
| [04:08] | I mean, it actually seems like time is speeding up. | |
| [04:14] | Lately I’ve been getting up earlier every day, I don’t know why, | |
| [04:19] | I guess it’s the excitement of the end of the year or something, | |
| [04:23] | I’ve only got a few days left, | |
| [04:33] | I started to pack up my stuff, | |
| [04:36] | Anyway, in my closet, I found this thing on the wall, | |
| [04:40] | It’s a list of all the people who lived in this room before me, | |
| [04:44] | It went back to 1 968, | |
| [04:48] | Randall Clark, Melissa Stone, Keith Bradshaw, Patty Tagliabue, | |
| [04:55] | I mean, these names, these people I’ve never heard of, | |
| [05:00] | And I just started wondering, you know, | |
| [05:07] | I wondered where they are today, you know, | |
| [05:10] | how much they remember of their freshman year. | |
| [05:15] | I wondered if they’re all still alive. | |
| [05:28] | Breaking up sucks. | |
| [05:33] | Yeah. | |
| [05:38] | Are you still coming to Epstein Bar on Saturday?. | |
| [05:41] | Definitely, yeah. | |
| [05:45] | Good. Thank you. | |
| [05:52] | By the way, you know, I’m thinking, maybe I shouldn’t even go with Ben. | |
| [05:59] | Why?. Don’t not go on account of me. | |
| [06:03] | Actually, you can’t not go, because I was gonna ask you a favour. | |
| [06:07] | What?. | |
| [06:09] | Guys don’t say “l need to be alone” unless they have another prospect. | |
| [06:15] | So, when you’re on the trip with Ben, | |
| [06:17] | if he gives you any signs that there’s someone else, let me know. | |
| [06:24] | OK. | |
| [06:42] | – I found it. – Good. Thanks. | |
| [06:45] | I couldn’t find your computer disk, though. I looked everywhere. | |
| [06:50] | I know it’s here somewhere. | |
| [06:53] | I’d stay and look for it, but it’s my last ethics class. | |
| [06:57] | Right. You can come back whenever you want. | |
| [07:06] | Here. | |
| [07:13] | Why don’t you just keep ’em?. You know you’re coming back. | |
| [07:18] | OK. | |
| [07:23] | – So are you living here next year?. – Yeah. | |
| [07:26] | Sean’s got some new guy coming in for the summer, then I’m coming back. | |
| [07:32] | So, I guess I might not see you before you go. | |
| [07:36] | Yeah. | |
| [07:45] | – I’ll call you, OK?. – OK. | |
| [07:56] | You know what?. Don’t call me. | |
| [08:02] | And I don’t mean that in a bitchy way. I just… | |
| [08:08] | I don’t really feel like looking forward to a phone call | |
| [08:12] | as awkward as this. | |
| [08:17] | OK. | |
| [08:20] | – Have a good summer. – Yeah, you too. | |
| [09:52] | Morning. | |
| [10:04] | – Come with me. – What?. | |
| [10:07] | I was in bed last night, alone, which is weird. | |
| [10:11] | and I had this epiphany. Why don’t you come with me?. | |
| [10:15] | To Berlin?. I have that job with Dr Kessler. | |
| [10:19] | Just for two weeks. The time you’re supposed to drive with Ben. | |
| [10:23] | I already ordered you a ticket. | |
| [10:26] | My God! Noel! | |
| [10:28] | It’s a huge deal taking a trip like this on your own, let alone with me, | |
| [10:32] | but I’ve thought this through and it’s a genius move. | |
| [10:35] | You can’t afford to buy me a ticket. | |
| [10:38] | You so underestimate my financial acumen. | |
| [10:41] | It’s refundable, | |
| [10:42] | so, on the off chance that you say no, nobody gets hurt. | |
| [10:49] | – I can’t believe you. – Don’t say yes now. | |
| [10:51] | – Think about it and say yes later. – OK. | |
| [10:56] | OK, you’ll go or OK, you’ll think about it?. | |
| [10:59] | – OK, I’ll think about it. – OK. | |
| [11:05] | Which I really didn’t have to do. | |
| [11:08] | Who would say no to a trip to Europe with a guy you love?. | |
| [11:12] | So, I decided to confront this Ben thing head on. | |
| [11:15] | I’m heading over there right now, | |
| [11:18] | Wish me luck, | |
| [11:24] | – I can’t go. – You can’t go with me?. | |
| [11:27] | – No. – Why?. | |
| [11:29] | – Why?. – Yeah. | |
| [11:32] | There are a million reasons why. | |
| [11:34] | I can think of no less than three reasons why. | |
| [11:37] | Well, I’d like to hear those reasons. | |
| [11:41] | OK, first of all, there is the Noel factor. | |
| [11:46] | – What, you think he’d get jealous?. – No. | |
| [11:50] | He’s far too mature for that. He invited me to Berlin. | |
| [11:54] | – Berlin?. Really?. – Really. | |
| [11:58] | Secondly, there is the Julie factor, which is sort of killing me. | |
| [12:03] | I know the Julie factor. | |
| [12:04] | You know how Nicole made you uncomfortable around Lynn, | |
| [12:08] | – cos she was like… – I know. | |
| [12:10] | You’re doing the same with me and Julie. | |
| [12:12] | – I feel bad hanging out with her. – But Lynn and Nicole were dating. | |
| [12:17] | – You and Julie just broke up. – Yeah, we broke up. | |
| [12:22] | What’s the third?. | |
| [12:24] | – We… both know what the third is. – Tell me. What’s the third?. | |
| [12:30] | The moment. The almost-kiss. Don’t pretend you don’t know. | |
| [12:34] | OK. How is that a reason for us not to drive cross country?. | |
| [12:42] | Because… | |
| [12:45] | Because?. That’s your reason?. | Because?. |
| [12:51] | Look, I don’t know. The Noel thing, you know… | |
| [12:54] | Berlin sounds great. Maybe you should go with him. | |
| [13:00] | The Julie factor,… | |
| [13:04] | ..I don’t really know what to say about that. | |
| [13:08] | And the third thing is only an issue because we did not kiss, | |
| [13:13] | so it’s like this big, unanswered question. | |
| [13:16] | Yeah, I think you’re exactly right. | |
| [13:49] | I’ve wanted to do that for a long time. | |
| [14:00] | – Where are you going?. – I don’t know. It’s a flight reflex. | |
| [14:04] | Felicity. | |
| [14:40] | Hi. What are you doing?. | |
| [14:45] | I was just working on the hard sell. | |
| [14:48] | What does that mean?. | |
| [14:50] | Just a little Berlin slide show | |
| [14:53] | to give you an idea of what you’d be missing in case you say no. | |
| [15:01] | Yes. | |
| [15:04] | Yes?. | |
| [15:07] | – Yeah. Yes. – Yes. | |
| [15:09] | And thank you for asking. | |
| [15:15] | Do you realise how amazing this is going to be?. | |
| [15:17] | I know. I haven’t told my parents yet, but I’m sure they’ll be fine. | |
| [15:22] | Really?. | |
| [15:24] | They’re gonna have a huge problem with it. | |
| [15:27] | – Yeah, OK. – That’ll be their initial reaction. | |
| [15:31] | Don’t worry about my parents. We’re going. | |
| [15:34] | We’re going. My God! | |
| [15:39] | – This is so good. – I know. | |
| [15:43] | – Ben kissed you?. – Would you keep your voice down! | |
| [15:48] | – And you wanna go with Noel?. – You don’t think that’s right?. | |
| [15:52] | No. Neither do you. Go with Ben. | |
| [15:56] | If Julie were here, I’d say the same thing. | |
| [15:59] | Good morning. | |
| [16:02] | For the last time. | |
| [16:06] | Look what I’ve got. | |
| [16:12] | – Damn it. – What?. | |
| [16:15] | – I messed up on this final. – You always say that. | |
| [16:18] | – No, this time, I mean it. – Did McGrath say something?. | |
| [16:22] | Miss Porter. | |
| [16:26] | – Miss Tyler. – I’m sure you did great. | |
| [16:32] | See, you did better than I did. | |
| [16:44] | Elena’s obviously wrong. I couldn’t even consider going with Ben, right?. | |
| [17:18] | So… | |
| [17:22] | This is it. | |
| [17:25] | Yeah. | |
| [17:29] | Have a good time… at Wicca Camp. | |
| [17:34] | Thanks. | |
| [17:37] | See you. | |
| [17:49] | Second week of school, I wrote something down, | |
| [17:51] | I put it in an envelope and sealed it shut. | |
| [18:13] | “There’s no chance in hell | |
| [18:15] | Felicity’s going to make it through the whole year”‘ | |
| [18:22] | It’s what I thought. I was gonna give it to you when you left, | |
| [18:26] | as an “l told you so”, but you made it. | |
| [18:32] | Anyway, I’m impressed. | |
| [18:40] | Thanks. | |
| [18:44] | Where are you living next year?. | |
| [18:48] | Somewhere in the dorm. I… think I might be an RA. | |
| [18:54] | Me, too. | |
| [19:01] | See you. | |
| [19:22] | Come in. | |
| [19:34] | Hi. | |
| [19:38] | – So you’ve been avoiding me?. – Yeah. | |
| [19:43] | Well, I got your message, but I gotta say I don’t agree with it. | |
| [19:47] | I really want you to come with me. | |
| [19:49] | – I think that’s really kind, but… – It’s not kind. It’s what I want. | |
| [19:54] | I understand what you’re saying about Noel and Julie, | |
| [19:57] | but I have this feeling it’s what you want, too. | |
| [20:02] | I’m going with Noel. We have this whole plan. | |
| [20:05] | So did we until you changed your mind. | |
| [20:08] | I can’t go with you because that would make me the devil. | |
| [20:12] | – The devil?. – Yes. | |
| [20:13] | Because it would be a direct affront to both Julie and to Noel. | |
| [20:21] | You and I both know that if we were to drive across country… | |
| [20:24] | I mean, it would never be platonic. | |
| [20:29] | So?. | |
| [20:31] | – Ben! – Fine. We’ll make it platonic. | |
| [20:34] | I don’t care. I just wanna go with you. We’ll do it as friends. | |
| [20:38] | That’s great. I swear to God. | |
| [20:41] | I just don’t see how this could work. | |
| [20:59] | – Come here. – What?. | |
| [21:01] | – Just come and sit down. – Why?. | |
| [21:05] | Come on. I’m not gonna do anything. | |
| [21:08] | Just come and sit down. | |
| [21:19] | OK. We are in the car. | |
| [21:23] | – This is stupid. – It’s not stupid. | |
| [21:25] | I’m just trying to prove a point here, OK?. | |
| [21:29] | OK, I’m driving. | |
| [21:34] | I’m sorry. Did you wanna drive?. | |
| [21:38] | – No, you go ahead and drive. – OK, I’m driving. | |
| [21:43] | This is a smooth ride, wouldn’t you say?. Yeah. | |
| [21:53] | What happens when we go to a motel and there’s only one bed?. | |
| [21:59] | – One bed?. – Yeah. | |
| [22:10] | Lie down. | |
| [22:12] | – Come on. – Just try. | |
| [22:38] | – See?. – OK, this could never work. | |
| [22:41] | – What?. – I think you should leave. | |
| [22:46] | Look, I know you wanna go, or at least you’re thinking about me a bit. | |
| [22:50] | How do you know that?. | |
| [22:52] | Because you started wearing that necklace again, the one I got you. | |
| [22:57] | – OK. Let’s go. – Why?. | |
| [23:00] | Come on. | |
| [23:11] | – You should think about it. – I’ve thought it through, thanks. | |
| [23:15] | – Could you hold that, please?. – Hi. | |
| [23:18] | – How’s it going?. – Good. | |
| [23:20] | Just dropping off my last RA report. | |
| [23:22] | – Have you got a passport yet?. – Not yet. | |
| [23:25] | – We only have a few days. – I’m gonna go tomorrow. | |
| [23:29] | OK, good. We’re… going to Berlin. | |
| [23:32] | – Yeah, that’s what Felicity says. – Yeah. | |
| [23:44] | – Where are you going? – Berlin, | |
| [23:47] | – Berlin? Nice, Really nice, – Have you been there? | |
| [23:51] | No, but people tell me, Do you speak German? | |
| [23:56] | – No, | – No, you don’t need it, |
| [23:58] | OK, look right here, where my finger is. | |
| [24:02] | This finger. It’ll just be a second. | |
| [24:09] | – Have you driven across the country?. – The United States?. Yeah, once. | |
| [24:14] | How was it?. | |
| [24:16] | It was one of the best times I’ve ever had. | |
| [24:19] | – Really?. – Yeah, maybe the best. It was great. | |
| [24:23] | You’ve gotta do that. You don’t even need a passport. You just go. | |
| [24:28] | It’s such a romantic thing, driving cross country. | |
| [24:33] | OK. Ready?. | |
| [24:36] | – Have a nice trip. – Thanks. | |
| [24:38] | Wherever you go. | |
| [24:52] | I know who Ben likes. | |
| [24:58] | Did he talk to you?. | |
| [25:01] | No, Lynn did, and he told me about Nicole. | |
| [25:04] | – Nicole?. – It’s so obvious. | |
| [25:07] | They were swimming together, always hanging out. Of course it was her. | |
| [25:12] | – So you think that Ben likes Nicole?. – Yeah. | |
| [25:16] | I guess she was making moves on him and that’s why Lynn and her broke up. | |
| [25:20] | – Can you believe that?. – God. | |
| [25:24] | Did you know about that?. About Nicole?. | |
| [25:29] | You knew she was going after Ben and you didn’t tell me?. | |
| [25:32] | He mentioned something at work | |
| [25:34] | about… her paying a lot of attention to him. | |
| [25:39] | How could you not tell me that?. | |
| [25:42] | I’m sorry. | |
| [25:53] | I don’t think he likes Nicole. | |
| [25:57] | That’s what Lynn said. But if it’s not her, who is it?. | |
| [26:06] | I should have just come out and said, “Julie, I can’t believe this, | |
| [26:10] | but I think the girl he likes might be me”‘ | |
| [26:14] | But if I’d said that, she would have asked me what I felt about Ben | |
| [26:18] | and… I don’t know how I would have answered that question. | |
| [26:25] | I started to wonder, I mean, maybe Elena was right, | |
| [26:29] | What would be wrong with considering going with Ben? | |
| [26:36] | Considering doesn’t hurt anyone, right? | |
| [28:17] | So, what if we did this?. | |
| [28:26] | – I shouldn’t even be here. – I’m glad you’re here. | |
| [28:31] | I was in bed last night, just trying to figure it all out. | |
| [28:35] | Like, what it would mean if we went together. | |
| [28:38] | How come everything has to have so much meaning?. | |
| [28:41] | I’ve never met someone so desperate for meaning. | |
| [28:46] | Look, I’m leaving tonight. Are you gonna come with me?. | |
| [28:52] | I can’t be having this conversation because I’m the devil. | |
| [28:56] | You keep saying you’re the devil. You are not the devil. | |
| [29:01] | – What if I am, then what?. – I’d still want you to come with me. | |
| [29:05] | First of all, you would not want me to go with you if I were the devil. | |
| [29:08] | And, secondly, it’s not just us. | |
| [29:11] | – There are other people involved. – But I like you. I can’t help it. | |
| [29:16] | I mean, you’re crazy and you analyse everything, | |
| [29:20] | and that kinda scared me at first, but, I don’t know, | |
| [29:24] | you’re really smart about things and you’ve been a good friend to me. | |
| [29:28] | And I really like you. | |
| [29:36] | Look, we have a chance to go on this trip together | |
| [29:39] | and I really wanna do it. | |
| [29:46] | I wanna do it, too. | |
| [30:09] | I found my disk. | |
| [31:01] | Julie, I am really sorry… that you heard that. | |
| [31:08] | I should have come to you and told you something up front. | |
| [31:13] | No, that would have been hard. | |
| [31:17] | How do you tell somebody you’re trying to steal their boyfriend?. | |
| [31:23] | That’s not what I was doing. | |
| [31:26] | God! When I was asking you if you thought there was another woman, | |
| [31:30] | I had no idea I was talking to her. | |
| [31:35] | – Julie… – He’s a good kisser, isn’t he?. | |
| [31:44] | I did not plan this. | |
| [31:47] | Julie… I am so sorry. | |
| [31:52] | I don’t care what the hell you are. | |
| [31:54] | You can be sorry or not. It doesn’t matter to me. | |
| [31:58] | You’re just a lying bitch. | |
| [32:08] | I don’t know what to say. | |
| [32:15] | You don’t have to say anything. I want you to leave. | |
| [32:20] | – Julie, I’m not going with Ben. – I mean it. Just get out of here. | |
| [32:27] | I mean, I’m not going with Ben, I’m… going to Berlin with Noel. | |
| [32:36] | I’m not really sure that you’re going to Berlin with Noel. | |
| [32:41] | – What?. – I told him. | |
| [32:51] | How could you do that?. | |
| [33:26] | Can we just talk?. | |
| [33:35] | I want that ticket back. You know, obviously. | |
| [34:34] | I just hope this whole year wasn’t for nothing, | |
| [34:38] | I hope I learned something, | |
| [34:42] | When I came here, I didn’t know anyone. | |
| [34:47] | Even the boy I followed to New York was a stranger. | |
| [34:50] | Which, it turns out, is why I followed him to New York. | |
| [35:00] | There are people here that I’d never met… | |
| [35:08] | ..who just became so important to me. | |
| [35:14] | It’s, like… I don’t know… | |
| [35:20] | I guess they just felt like real friends. | |
| [35:32] | I bet you get this a lot, right?. | |
| [35:35] | Kids at the end of the year crying about the way things turned out. | |
| [35:45] | Are you still thinking about becoming an RA?. | |
| [35:49] | I don’t think so. | |
| [35:53] | – Really?. – Yeah. | |
| [35:55] | I’m kinda feeling like, who am l to be giving anyone advice?. | |
| [36:03] | You’re someone who’s been through it. | |
| [36:13] | So… see you next year?. | |
| [36:47] | Hi. | |
| [36:53] | – I thought you left. – I did. | |
| [36:57] | I left and then I came back. | |
| [37:02] | – Why?. – Why do you think?. | |
| [37:06] | You didn’t come back for me?. | |
| [37:10] | Yeah, I did. | |
| [37:15] | I was driving, trying to think of some great reason to come back, | |
| [37:19] | something else to say to try to convince you. | |
| [37:22] | I know if you were me, you’d have some great reason, | |
| [37:26] | some big speech with all this meaning. | |
| [37:30] | But… I don’t have that. | |
| [37:35] | All I have is that I like you. | |
| [37:42] | And that I got as far as Harrisburg but I came back, | |
| [37:45] | so maybe there’s some meaning in that. | |
| [37:54] | – Ben. – I never wanted to hurt Julie. | |
| [37:57] | I can’t stand how screwed up this is. | |
| [38:00] | But, at the same time,… | |
| [38:03] | I can’t help how I feel. | |
| [38:12] | So, this is the last time I’m gonna ask. | |
| [38:18] | Will you come with me?. Please. | |
| [38:23] | Cos I already know it’s a better trip if we’re together. | |
| [38:40] | Alright, look, I’m gonna go back to the loft. | |
| [38:44] | I’m gonna wait till ten and if you’re not there that’s cool, | |
| [38:48] | I’ll see you in the summer, OK?. | |
| [38:57] | I can’t believe you came back. | |
| [39:03] | Yeah, I know. | |
| [39:47] | It turns out Noel left me this incredible letter, | |
| [39:52] | This is what he wrote, | |
| [39:55] | “Dear Felicity”‘ | |
| [39:57] | “Although it’s true, it seems impossible”‘ | |
| [40:00] | “Nine months ago, I didn’t even know you”‘ | |
| [40:03] | “Now I can say with absolute certainty | |
| [40:06] | that there’s no one on the planet who means more to me than you”‘ | |
| [40:11] | “Whatever happened with you and Ben, | |
| [40:14] | whatever happens with you and anyone, | |
| [40:16] | it could never change the way I feel”‘ | |
| [40:19] | “So, with that, I conclude this sappy yet sincere letter | |
| [40:24] | and ask you to please seriously consider using the enclosed”‘ | |
| [40:29] | “Love, Noel”‘ | |
| [40:58] | When I was six years old, I had an ant farm. | |
| [41:03] | After a few months, I opened the top, left it outside, | |
| [41:08] | The next day, the farm was empty, All the ants were gone, | |
| [41:13] | But they’d left behind these tunnels, | |
| [41:16] | all these empty spaces they’d been living and working in for months, | |
| [41:29] | I remember staring at this empty ant farm and noticing one last ant, | |
| [41:36] | still inside, still moving little grains of sand. | |
| [41:57] | I watched him for a while until he began making his way | |
| [42:00] | through the maze of tunnels and finally climbing out the top, | |
| [42:11] | Anyway, once he was outside on the grass, he just stopped, | |
| [42:15] | I swear to God it was like he was trying to decide which way to go, | |
| [42:20] | But then, finally, off he went, | |
| [42:29] | So, here’s the thing, I’ve made a decision, | |
| [42:33] | I’m not flying home by myself, | |
| [42:40] | I didn’t have to make a decision between Ben and Noel, but I did, | |
| [43:13] | So, where to?. | |
| [43:23] | I’ll be home in a few weeks and I’ll send you a tape when I get there, | |
| [43:30] | Love, Felicity, |